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I was the secret girlfriend of rising political star Kellen Jefferson, and the sacrifice he made thirty-eight times to appease his manipulative sister, Cherrelle.
Her cruelty escalated from ruining my career to pushing me off a stage, breaking my wrist. Kellen covered it up.
He chose her again when she pushed me down a flight of stairs, covering up the attempted murder. He chose her when he publicly kissed her after she framed me for stalking.
But the moment that truly killed my love was when I was abducted. I called him, begging for help. He never answered.
Later, I saw the video: he watched my call come in and, at his sister' s urging, let it go to voicemail. He abandoned me to die.
After escaping with my life, I disappeared.
Two years later, he saw my face on the cover of a magazine-a celebrated artist with a new life and a new love. And he finally understood what he had lost.
Chapter 1
It was our anniversary, the day we met, the day Kellen said he first fell in love with me. Now, for the thirty-eighth time, he was going to break up with me.
The stale air of his campaign office clung to me. It smelled of ambition and old coffee. Kellen stood by the window, his back to me, the city lights a blurred backdrop to his perfect silhouette. He was handsome, undeniably. Charismatic. The kind of man who could charm a room with a single smile, leaving everyone convinced he was on their side.
He turned, his blue eyes, usually so vibrant, clouded with a practiced sorrow. This was the sorrow he reserved just for me, for these moments.
"Hayden," he began, his voice a low rumble. "We need to talk."
My stomach didn't drop. My heart didn't clench. There was no surge of panic. Just a dull, familiar ache, like a phantom limb. I knew what was coming. I always knew.
"Cherrelle," I said, my voice flat, devoid of emotion. It wasn't a question. It was a statement.
He flinched, a slight tremor in his jaw. My calm always unnerved him. He preferred me crying, begging, making a scene. It made his performance feel more real, I suppose.
"She's having another episode," he confessed, running a hand through his perfectly coiffed hair. "The paranoia is back. She says she saw you... she thinks you're trying to sabotage me again."
"Again?" I deadpanned. "When was the first time, Kellen? Or the second? Or the thirty-seventh?"
He ignored my sarcasm. "She's threatening to go public about... about her past. The DUI. The accident. It would ruin everything. My campaign, my future."
His future. Always his future. Never our future.
"And what about my future?" I asked, but the words felt hollow. I didn't expect an answer. I never got one.
He stepped closer, his hand reaching for mine, then hesitating. It was always like this. A half-hearted gesture, a show of guilt he couldn't fully commit to. My hand remained stubbornly at my side.
"Just for a little while, Hayden," he pleaded, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Until she stabilizes. Until the election is over. Then, we can... we can fix everything. I promise."
I didn't laugh. Laughter required energy I no longer possessed. "How long is 'a little while' this time, Kellen? A month? Two? Until the next crisis? Or the one after that?"
His gaze fell. "Hayden, please. You know how she is. She needs me."
"And I don't?" My voice was barely a whisper. The words were automatic, muscle memory from years of this charade.
"You're strong, Hayden. You always have been. She's fragile." He used that word often. Fragile. A delicate flower, easily crushed, while I was the sturdy oak, expected to weather every storm.
I closed my eyes, a wave of exhaustion washing over me. I was so tired. So utterly, completely tired of being the strong one.
"Fine," I said, opening my eyes. "Let's get this over with."
He looked surprised. Relieved, even. As if I was doing him a favor by not putting up a fight.
We walked in silence to the campaign office's legal department. The secretary, Ms. Albright, didn't even look up as we entered. She simply reached for a pre-printed stack of papers. She'd filled out enough of these "temporary separation" documents over the years to know the drill.
"The usual, Mr. Jefferson?" she asked, her voice as neutral as her beige cardigan.
Kellen nodded, avoiding my gaze. "Yes, Ms. Albright. And ensure the press statement goes out immediately. Standard wording."
She typed with practiced efficiency, the click-clack of the keyboard filling the silence. The document slid across the polished mahogany desk. It was always the same: "irreconcilable differences," "mutual decision," "respect for privacy." Lies, all of them.
Sign here, Hayden Black.
My hand hovered over the signature line. A flicker of resistance, a ghost of the young woman I used to be, electric with hope, burned for a fleeting second. I remembered the first time. The tears, the desperate pleas, the agonizing hope that it would be different. The second, the tenth, the twentieth. Each time, a little piece of me chipped away. By the thirtieth, I was numb. By the thirty-seventh, I was a robot. And now, the thirty-eighth.
I picked up the pen. It felt heavy in my hand, a symbolic weight. I signed my name, each letter precise, deliberate. It was a signature of surrender, but also, something else. A signature of finality.
"Hayden!"
The voice cut through the sterile air, sharp and shrill. Cherrelle. Even her presence felt like a physical assault. She stood in the doorway, framed by the bright office lights, a triumphant smirk twisting her delicate features. Her red dress clung to her, a stark contrast to my worn black one. She looked like a predator, and I, her prey.
"What are you doing here?" Kellen snapped, his composure crumbling.
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