My Sugar Daddys Love

Ashton

"Get out of here Ashton. I will never accept you, I don't have a gay son!" My dad yelled, I almost struggled to pick up my discarded clothes that my dad throw at me. My mom could do nothing but look at the tragedy that befell me. I prevent my tears from dripping but the pain on my chest is so heavy that I can't help but cry. My dad just kicked me out and I don’t know where should I go now. I'm only seventeen and I just finished junior high so I definitely can't get a job to support my self.

"Dad please," I beg but he just kept throwing away my clothes, I gather all the things my dad throw and put it in my bag.

"Leave Ashton, you can only come back here if you are no longer gay." Daddy shouted at me and slammed the door shut, I knocked a few times on the door but it seems like they’re deaf, they won’t open it. I sit on the stairs with my hands on my face, feeling betrayed by my parents and defeated. How could they do this to me? How did they manage to get their child kicked out of the house? Maybe they don’t care about me anymore.

I took out my cellphone and called Seb, I smiled bitterly as I wait for Seb to pick up the phone. Seb is the reason why my parents kicked me out because they saw me worshipping Seb's body like he's some kind of greek god.

After a while, Seb answered the call.

"Aahhh fuck." I frown when I hear the voice on the other line. That voice did not belong to Seb, it was the voice of a woman who seemed to be in the middle of intense intercourse. All I could hear was a girl moaning on the other line.

"What the fuck, Seb!" I shouted on the other line even though I knew he would not hear me. Just my luck, where am I suppose to go now? I can’t rely on Seb anymore to shelter me, because obviously, he is having fun with a woman which I think he also met on alter.

"Shit!" I cursed while gritting my teeth out of frustrations. I heaved a sigh as I was trying to think for possible solutions to this mess that I’m in. Fuck them all! Fuck Seb and fuck my parents for not accepting me.

A moment of silence enveloped the surroundings when suddenly my phone beep, someone messages me on twitter. And as if on cue, a brilliant idea comes to mind. I thought that I would just post on my twitter account for someone to let me sleep in their house for a night and they can have me in return. But what about the next few days? I have some savings somehow but if I rent a dorm or an apartment I may not be able to eat anymore. I’m scared, I don’t want to leave this house, I’ve been living here my entire life.

I was just sitting on the stairs silently crying when the door opened again and my mom shows up. She hugged me and handed me some money.

"Leave Ash, your dad is really angry right now, I’m afraid he will do something bad to you if he finds out that you’re still here." Mom said while crying and gently pushed me, I hate the feeling of my mother pushing me out from the house but I don’t have a choice, my sexuality can’t be fixed because in the first place there's nothing wrong with me, this is who I am.

I took a glanced at our house for the last time, I guess this will be the last time I would see this house where I spent most of my happy memories, because no matter what I do I know I will never change. My family has rejected me. I'm on my own now. It's not my fault if I was like this, is it? We did not choose it.

Looks like I don’t have a choice but to ask for help on my alter account. I need shelter even just for tonight. I took out my cellphone and immediately opened the twitter app and composed a tweet.

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@ashtonxxx

'Hey! Who's up now? I just need a place to stay tonight. Near Harbor, you can do whatever you want to me. DM me if you're game. '

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