Peace After Pain: My Unwritten Blueprint

Peace After Pain: My Unwritten Blueprint

Yi Shi

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The algorithm knew my fiancé was cheating on me before I did. It led me, five days before my wedding, to a secret Instagram account. My maid of honor was wearing my wedding dress. The account was a shrine to her three-year affair with my fiancé, Arden. They had crafted a perfect narrative for their followers: they were tragic soulmates, and I was the cold, calculating villain keeping them apart. The comments were full of hate for me. But the final twist of the knife was seeing that my best friend, Dallas, had "liked" a comment wishing I'd have an "accident" and break my leg again. I had saved his life. My family had saved hers from ruin. Why this elaborate, public cruelty? On my wedding day, I was a no-show. Instead, as the elite of New York society watched, the ballroom screens lit up with a presentation I' d prepared, exposing every photo, every text, and every single lie.

Chapter 1

The algorithm knew my fiancé was cheating on me before I did. It led me, five days before my wedding, to a secret Instagram account. My maid of honor was wearing my wedding dress.

The account was a shrine to her three-year affair with my fiancé, Arden.

They had crafted a perfect narrative for their followers: they were tragic soulmates, and I was the cold, calculating villain keeping them apart.

The comments were full of hate for me.

But the final twist of the knife was seeing that my best friend, Dallas, had "liked" a comment wishing I'd have an "accident" and break my leg again.

I had saved his life. My family had saved hers from ruin. Why this elaborate, public cruelty?

On my wedding day, I was a no-show.

Instead, as the elite of New York society watched, the ballroom screens lit up with a presentation I' d prepared, exposing every photo, every text, and every single lie.

Chapter 1

Heidi Matthews POV:

The algorithm knew my fiancé was cheating on me before I did. It led me, five days before my wedding, to a secret Instagram account where my maid of honor was wearing my custom-designed wedding dress.

The email from Vera Wang' s atelier had arrived that morning. A polite, clinical notification that the final steaming and delivery of my gown would be delayed by a day. A minor logistical snag, nothing more. I was an architect; my entire life was built on managing timelines and unforeseen complications. I simply made a note to adjust the schedule.

I pulled up the final design photos on my tablet, the ones I' d approved months ago. It wasn't just a dress. It was a structure, a piece of architecture for the body. The silk crepe fell like a waterfall, the bodice was a marvel of minimalist engineering, and the veil, seeded with hundreds of tiny, shimmering pearls, was meant to catch the light in the Grand Ballroom of the Plaza like a captured constellation. My constellation.

My phone buzzed. It was a text from Dallas Mckinney, my best friend, my maid of honor.

Can' t make it to the tasting, H. Feeling absolutely wrecked. Food poisoning, I think. You and Arden go ahead. I' ll just live vicariously through your ecstatic descriptions of mini-quiches! Love you!

A pang of disappointment, sharp and quick. I typed back, Feel better! We' ll save you a doggy bag of everything.

I was about to call Arden Ellis, my fiancé, to let him know it would just be the two of us, when his call came through.

"Heidi, baby," his voice was rushed, a familiar sound when he was closing a deal. "Something' s come up at the office. A whale of a client just swam into the harbor. I' m so sorry, I can' t get away for the tasting."

"Oh. Okay." The words felt small in my throat.

"I know, I' m the worst. Make it up to you tonight, I promise. Big time."

Two cancellations in ten minutes. It felt...odd. Like a gear slipping in a perfectly calibrated machine. I shook my head, chasing the feeling away. I was being paranoid. This was wedding week. Everything felt magnified, supercharged with meaning. Arden was ambitious, and Dallas had always had a delicate stomach. It was just a coincidence.

To distract myself, I scrolled through my phone, landing on a popular New York gossip blog. Tucked away in the comments section of an article about the upcoming "wedding of the season"-ours-was a line that snagged my attention.

Forget the bride. Everyone knows the real love story is with the maid of honor. Tragic, really.

My thumb hovered over the screen. It was just anonymous internet chatter. Trolls. People with too much time on their hands.

But another comment replied to the first. For real. He' s only with the heiress out of obligation. The maid of honor is his soulmate. I follow her finsta, and the angst is REAL. They' re star-crossed lovers.

Finsta. A fake Instagram. My heart gave a strange, heavy thud. What was the account name? I had to know. My fingers flew across the screen, typing a reply I would later be grateful for.

What' s the account? I love a good tragic romance.

Just as I hit send, the front door of my Upper East Side apartment swung open. Arden and Dallas tumbled in, tangled together in a fit of laughter.

They were bickering, a familiar performance.

"I' m telling you, it was your fault we were late!" Dallas said, playfully swatting Arden' s arm. Her face was flushed, her eyes sparkling. She didn' t look like someone suffering from food poisoning.

"My fault? You were the one who insisted on stopping for gelato," Arden retorted, his hand lingering on her waist for a second too long.

"Because you promised me gelato after that brutal meeting!" she shot back.

Meeting? Gelato? Not food poisoning. Not a whale of a client.

My voice was quiet, cutting through their laughter. "I thought you had food poisoning, Dallas."

"And Arden, I thought you had a client."

I watched them. I watched the way their laughter died. I watched the way their eyes darted to each other before settling on me. A flicker of something-a shared secret, a silent communication-passed between them. It was so fast, if I had blinked I would have missed it.

They think they' re so clever, a cold little voice whispered in the back of my mind. A part of me, the part that had loved them for two decades, tried to shout it down. It' s a surprise. They were planning a surprise for you. It' s all a funny misunderstanding.

"We were!" Dallas chirped, recovering first. She rushed over, wrapping her arms around me. Her perfume, a heady tuberose, filled the air. "Arden was helping me pick out a surprise wedding gift for you, and we totally lost track of time. We were going to pretend we were sick so you wouldn' t get suspicious!"

Arden came up behind her, putting his hands on her shoulders. He smiled at me, his handsome, practiced smile. "Yeah, baby. Ruined the surprise. You' re too smart for us."

They exchanged another look over my shoulder. A quick, shared smile. It felt like a punch to the gut. My insides went cold and heavy. A lead weight settling in my stomach.

"The dress is delayed," I said, my voice flat. I needed to say something normal. "Vera' s team emailed. It won' t be here until tomorrow."

"Oh, no!" Dallas gasped, her hand flying to her chest in mock horror.

Arden stepped forward, his expression softening into one of concern. "Hey, it' s okay. One day is nothing. We' ve got this." He reached out, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. "Let us make it up to you. We' ll take you out to dinner tonight. Anywhere you want."

"My treat," Dallas insisted, nudging him. "To apologize for my terrible acting."

"No way, it' s on me," Arden argued, nudging her back. His fingers brushed against her side, a casual, intimate gesture.

I saw it. I saw the way her breath hitched, the way a faint blush crept up her neck.

"Are you sure you' re feeling okay, Dallas?" I asked, my voice laced with a sweetness that felt like poison on my tongue. "You look a little flushed."

"Fine! I' m fine!" she said, a little too quickly. She pulled away from Arden. "Just hungry. Let' s go, I' m starving!" She grabbed her purse, her movements jerky and abrupt.

At the restaurant, they sat across from me, a united front. Their knees kept bumping under the table. When Arden reached over to put a piece of seared tuna on my plate, his hand paused for a fraction of a second over Dallas' s, a moment of silent acknowledgment. And I saw the look on her face-a flicker of pure, unadulterated triumph.

After two bottles of wine, Dallas was leaning heavily on Arden's shoulder.

"I think I' m going to stay with you tonight, H," she slurred, her eyes glassy. "Girls' night before the big day."

Arden immediately looked concerned. "Dal, you' re wasted. You can' t stay with Heidi. You' ll just keep her up all night. I' ll take you home."

"Okay, honey," I said, my voice eerily calm. I smiled at them both. "Drive safe."

Back in my quiet apartment, the silence was deafening. I showered, the hot water doing nothing to warm the ice that had formed in my veins. I wrapped myself in a robe and picked up my phone.

My comment on the gossip blog had a reply.

@lilypad_dreams. You won' t be disappointed. It' s better than a soap opera.

My fingers trembled as I typed the username into the Instagram search bar. The account was private, but the profile picture was a silhouette of a woman against a sunset. The bio was a single line of poetry.

Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one.

My heart hammered against my ribs. I sent a follow request. A minute later, my phone pinged.

lilypad_dreams has accepted your follow request.

I opened the account. The first picture made the air leave my lungs.

It was Dallas. She was standing in what was clearly a hotel room, bathed in the warm glow of evening light. She was wearing my wedding dress. My constellation veil was draped over her hair, the tiny pearls shimmering. Her eyes were closed, a blissful smile on her face.

The caption read: A secret ceremony for a secret love. Forever starts now. #soulmates #truelove #starcrossed

The post was from two hours ago. While I was at dinner with them.

I scrolled down. And then I saw it. The second picture in the carousel.

It was a close-up of a hand. A man' s hand, with Arden' s signet ring on his pinky finger, gently holding a single, perfect pearl between his thumb and forefinger. A pearl that had been snipped from my veil.

My phone chimed with a new notification. A reply to my own comment on the gossip blog, from a different anonymous user.

Honey, you have no idea. They didn't just have a 'secret ceremony.' They had their wedding night. In the dress. He calls her his real bride.

Attached to the comment was a photo. A blurry, grainy photo taken through a doorway.

It was Dallas, still in my dress, being pushed up against a wall. Arden' s hands were tangled in the silk, his face buried in her neck. The angle was unmistakable. The passion was raw, undeniable.

And I recognized the wallpaper. It was the custom Gracie chinoiserie from the bridal suite at the Plaza. The suite that had been booked under my name for my wedding night.

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