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Youth

X The Examination in History

Word Count: 1937    |    Released on: 10/11/2017

our smart phaeton and wearing the first frockcoat of my life, while the whole of my other clothes — even down to my socks and linen — were new and o

desk. All this seemed to me a little rough and unpleasant, for I looked upon myself as immensely superior to such fellows, and considered that they ought not to treat me with such familiarity. At length, the names began to be called out. The gymnasium men walked out boldly, answered their questions (apparently) well, and came back looking cheerful. My own class of candidates were much more diffident, as well as appeared to answer worse. Of the oldish men, some answered well, and some very poorly. When the name “Semenoff “ was called out my neighbour with the grey hair and glittering eyes jostled me roughly, stepped over my legs, and went up to one of the examiners’ tables. It was plain from the aspect of the professors that he answered well and with assurance, yet, on returning to his place, he did not wait to see where he was placed on the list, but quietly collected his notebooks and departed. Several times I shuddered at the sound of the voice calling out the names, but my turn did not come in exact alphabetical order, though already names had begun to be called beginning with “I.”“Ikonin and Tenieff!” suddenly shouted some one from the professors’ end of the hall.“Go on, Ikonin! You are being called,” said a tall, red-faced gymnasium student near me. “But who is this BARtenieff or MORtenieff or somebody? I don’t know him.”“It must be you,” whispered St. Jerome loudly in my ear.“MY name is IRtenieff,” I said to the red-faced student. “Do you think that was the name they were calling out?”“Yes. Why on earth don’t you go up? “ he replied. “Lord, what a dandy!” he added under his breath, yet not so quietly but that I failed to hear the words as they came wafted to me from below the desk. In front of me walked Ikonin — a tall young man of about twenty-five, who was one of those whom I had classed as oldish men. He wore a tight brown frockcoat and a blue satin tie, and had wisps of flaxen hair carefully brushed over his collar in the peasant style. His appearance had already caught my attention when we were sitting among the desks, and had given me an impression that he was not bad-looking. Also I had noticed that he was very talkative. Yet what struck me most about his physiognomy was a tuft, of queer red hairs which he had under his chin, as well as, still more, a strange habit of continually unbuttoning his waistcoat and scratching his chest under his shirt.Behind the table to which we were summoned sat three Professors, none of whom acknowledged our salutations. A youngish professor was shuffling a bundle of tickets like a pack of cards; another one, with a star on his frockcoat, was gazing hard at a gymnasium student, who was repeating something at great speed about Charles the Great, and adding to each of his sentences the word nakonetz [= the English colloquialism “you know.”] while a third one — an old man in spectacles — proceeded to bend his head down as we approached, and, peering at us through his glasses, pointed silently to the tickets. I felt his glance go over both myself and Ikonin, and also felt sure that something about us had displeased him (perhaps it was Ikonin’s red hairs), for, after taking another look at the pair of us, he motioned impatiently to us to be quick in taking our tickets. I felt

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“I have said that my friendship with Dimitri opened up for me a new view of my life and of its aim and relations. The essence of that view lay in the conviction that the destiny of man is to strive for moral improvement, and that such improvement is at once easy, possible, and lasting. Hitherto, however, I had found pleasure only in the new ideas which I discovered to arise from that conviction, and in the forming of brilliant plans for a moral, active future, while all the time my life had been continuing along its old petty, muddled, pleasure-seeking course, and the same virtuous thoughts which I and my adored friend Dimitri (“my own marvellous Mitia,” as I used to call him to myself in a whisper) had been wont to exchange with one another still pleased my intellect, but left my sensibility untouched.”
1 I What I Consider to have Been the Beginning of My Youth2 II Springtime3 III Dreams4 IV Our Family Circle5 V My Rules6 VI Confession7 VII The Expedition to the Monastery8 VIII The Second Confession9 IX How I Prepared Myself for the Examinations10 X The Examination in History11 XI My Examination in Mathematics12 XII My Examination in Latin13 XIII I Become Grown-Up14 XIV How Woloda and Dubkoff Amused Themselves15 XV I Am Feted at Dinner16 XVI The Quarrel17 XVII I Get Ready to Pay Some Calls18 XVIII The Valakhin Family19 XIX The Kornakoffs20 XX The Iwins21 XXI Prince Ivan Ivanovitch22 XXII Intimate Conversation with My Friend23 XXIII The Nechludoffs24 XXIV Love25 XXV I Become Better Acquainted with the Nechludoffs26 XXVI I Show off27 XXVII Dimitri28 XXVIII In the Country29 XXIX Relations Between the Girls and Ourselves30 XXX How I Employed My Time31 XXXI "Comme IL Faut"32 XXXII Youth33 XXXIII Our Neighbours34 XXXIV My Father's Second Marriage35 XXXV How We Received the News36 XXXVI The University37 XXXVII Affairs of the Heart38 XXXVIII The World39 XXXIX The Students' Feast40 XL My Friendship with the Nechludoffs41 XLI My Friendship with the Nechludoffs42 XLII Our Stepmother43 XLIII New Comrades44 XLIV Zuchin and Semenoff45 XLV I Come to Grief