The Tenant of Wildfell Hall
er down easy; without raising much sorrow, or incurring much resentment,-or making myself the talk of the parish; and besides, if I had wholly kept away, the vicar, who looked upo
, but she, of course, would be little better than a nonentity. However, I resolved to make my visit a short one, and to talk to Eliza in a brotherly, friendl
y one else; but I had not been seated three minutes before she broug
ubdued almost to a whisper, 'what do you think of these shocking r
repo
' she slily smiled
them. What in the worl
he cambric handkerchief which she had been beautifyin
said I, appealing to her sister, who seemed to be
ppose. I never heard it till Eliza told me the other day,-but if all the parish d
illward!-and so do I
such a comfortable assurance regarding the worth of those we
that I did not like; and I wondered how I ever could have admired them-her sister's honest face and small grey optics appeared far more agreeable. Bu
ok leave, excusing myself under the plea of business at the farm; and to the farm I went, not troubling my mind one whit about the possible truth of these mysterio
f under the plea of dark evenings or inclement weather, and, greatly to my relief, she came. Without her I should have found the whole affair an intolerable bore; but the moment of her arrival brought n
d comport himself to Mrs. Graham. A slight bow was all that passed between them on his entrance; and having politely gr
iza, who was my nearest neighbour. 'Would
but wha
you can't pretend
nded I, so sharply that
don't spe
red in a lower tone, 'what is
for the truth of it-indeed, far
nothing, exc
tell you that; but I shall only anger you by repe
ed her hands before her, wit
ve held your tongue from the beginning, or else s
med-not so much of my harshness as for her childish weakness. However, no one seemed to notice her, and shortly after we were summoned to the tea-table: in those parts it was cus
u?' said a soft
cant chair; then, looking up in my face with a half-sad, ha
htly contemptuous smile, and said
d you?' said she, more pla
don't be foolish,' responded I,
other side of me, occasioned by Miss Wilson's co
I don't like to sit by Mrs. Graham. If your mamma thinks proper to invite such per
of soliloquy when Rose was gone; but
to tell me what you me
rtled her a litt
rprises me rather that Mrs. Markham should invite such a person as Mrs. Graham to her house;
re you would oblige me by explaini
planations; but I think you can hardly be so ignora
if you will inform me what you have heard or imagined a
who was her husband, o
t such a time and place I cou
za, 'what a striking likeness there
s Wilson, with an air of
dly spoken suggestion had be
I was mistaken.' But she accompanied the words with a sly glance
ting them. I presume the person you allude to is Mr. Lawrence; but I think I can assure you that your suspicions, in that respect, are utterly misplaced; and if he has any particular connection with the lady at all (which no one has a right to assert), at l
the only individual who shared that side of the table with us. 'G
rupted her by saying as calmly as I could, though in a tone which betrayed, no doubt, some little of what I felt w
time to time, with looks of stern distaste, while you sat there, irreverently whispering and muttering together; and once he paused in the middle of a story or
of the tea that was in my cup, and ate nothing; and that the first thing I did was to stare at Arthur Graham, who sat beside his mother on the opposite side of the table, an
while the child's hair was evidently of a lighter, warmer tint than the elder gentleman's had ever been, and his large, clear blue eyes, though prematurely serious at times, were utterly dissimilar to the shy hazel eyes of Mr. Lawrence, whence the sensitive soul looked so distrustfully forth, as ever ready to retire within, from the offences of a too rude, too uncongenial world. Wretch that I was to harbour that detestable idea for a moment! Did I not know Mrs. Graham? Had I not seen he
ied from several quarters for my abstraction and ungallant neglect of the ladies; but I cared little for that: all I cared about, besides that one grand subject of my thoughts, was to see the cups travel up to the tea-tray, and not come down again.
y-I could endure their company no longer. I rushed out to cool my brain in the balmy evening
but I had not been so occupied two minutes, before voices and laughter, and glimpses of moving objects through the trees, informed me that the whole company had turned out to take an airing in the garden too. However, I nestled up in a corner of the bower, and hope
ow recollected having seen Mrs. Wilson, in the early part of the evening, edging her chair close up to my mother, and bending forward, evidently in the delivery of some important confidential intelligence; and from the incessant wagging of her head, the frequent distortions of her wrinkled physiognomy, and the winking and malicious twinkle of her little ugly eyes, I judged it was some spicy piece of scandal that engaged her powers; and from the cautious privacy of the com
said she. 'We came here to seek retirement
it looks rather like it to absent myself i
ell,' said she, with a
, lifting Arthur by the shoulders, I planted him in the middle of the seat by way of securing his mamma, who, ackno
ad their unkindness then really driv
y left you al
was wearied to death with small talk-nothing wears me out
ing at the serious de
use to think, but fill up with aimless trifles and vain repetitions when subjects of real
arried away by trivialities that would not move a better-furnished skull; and their only alternative to
ried the lady, astonished at
such degraded tastes, and my mother too,
nversation when circumstances impelled them to it; but it is a gift I cannot boast the possession of. I kept up my attention on this occasion as long as I could, but when my pow
e, and I promise not to be offended; for I possess the faculty of enjoying
ut if it were so you would ex
ish, then, in o
sters of foliage look, where the sun comes through beh
thickness of trees and shrubs on the opposite side of the path before us, relieved their d
e not a painter,' ob
t exult in your privilege of being able to imitate th
do, I am always troubling my head about how I could produce the same effect upon
lf, but you may and do succeed in delightin
ew people gain their livelihood with so much pleas
exed at the
lson,' said I, 'coming to enjoy a qu
r face; but I was satisfied there was no jealou
person is Miss W
e generality of her birth and station; an
rigid and rather supercil
ossibly taken a prejudice against you, for I t
kham!' said she, evident
ed I, rather doggedly; for I thought he
I saw, by the aspect of Jane Wilson, that she was directing her companion's attention to us; and, as well by her cold, sarcastic smile as by the few isolated words of her discourse that reached me, I knew full well that she was impre
were they honourable, he would not be so anxious to conceal them. S
something of Miss Wilson's remarks, and therefore it was natural enough she should choose to continue the tête-à-tête no longer, especially as at that moment my cheeks were burning with indignation against
ouse. I offered, nay, begged to accompany her home. Mr. Lawrence was standing by at the time conversing with some one else. He did not look at us, but, on hearing my ea
was daylight still, and she should meet no one; or if she did, the people were quiet and harmless she was well assured. In fact, she would not hear of any one's putting himself out of the wa
art of the room. Shortly after the party broke up and he himself took leave. When he came to me I was blind to his extended hand, and deaf to
atter, Markham
wrathful and co
t you go home with her?' he asked, with a faint
er answers, I merely demanded,
sual solemnity,-'only let me tell you, Markham, that if you have any designs in that quarter, they will certain
th, and looked very blank, turned white about
to the quick; an