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had to evacuate then get the fires under control. Luckily no one was hurt in any of them, so I call that a good day. All

en there that I was sick of being around. They were just looking to have fun not settle down and find love like I was. I was

We have been talking for a month now. I still don't know what she looks like. She doesn't even know what I loo

as being dragged out by my buddies tonight, so she wouldn't be upset if I didn't respond back to her right away. I didn't want to l

able and had already started to drink. This was not going to be a fun night. I was never really into going out an

ered shots and other things. I didn't care what they said I was not joining in

and telling me to have a good night. Getting that text made my night. She was unlike any other girl I

ngs for her. I sent the pic eagerly awaiting her reply. I waited and got nothing. I orde

to me and saw a beautiful woman sitting alone. She wasn't my normal type, but still beautiful. She looked o

you just saw you sitting alone a

n. I have always been the shy quiet guy. I used to be skinny and nerdy until I bulked up. Now I guess I'm what women

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back to them. Once I was seated I looked back and she was gone. I wondered where she went. Did I just imagine her?

oked at it and was in shock. The beautiful girl from the club was Joslyn. Why didn't s

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I wanted to do. If I can help one person that I kept my promise to her. She was my whole world growing up being my protector and big sis

I never go for anyone. I never stick myself out there. I believed all my bullies that call me a fat, ugly, worthless

thought just because I was a big girl that I was so desperate I would jump in their bed. I was not a hoe, so I would not give up

ot what's on the outside. So, a month ago I started to talk to this guy that just called himself C. I th

guess that's why I have held off on sending a pic or meeting in person. I know I am starting to dev

losing him. He told me where he would be at, so I decided to dress in the sexiest outfit I had and go with

wasn't one of those jerks. If he was I was done with him. Another guy showed up and I couldn't stop looking at him

n I looked at the picture. The super sexy guy at the table next to mine was my C. I loved his name it fit w

able all alone looking at his phone. He looked up then over at me, so I smiled. He smiled back then

I said was his buddies were looking for him. He looked back at them then back at me. It looked like he did

ly wanted him to want me. He was everything any woman could want in a man. I don't get why he'

ypnotized him and wondering where I had gone because he looked all over the club for me but couldn't find me. When I told h

into my pj's and took all my make-up off then laid in bed texting him. He was