Baby I'm A Sinner

omeone yelled right beside

n't tolerate, it was being wok

o the bright light in my room, before my

olled on my stomach, praying that he'd

an't see me doesn't

doing here, wh

ing to realize that I'm not

ears bleed. Right now I'm asleep. Com

ation! And you are NOT going to

n yet? And you dar

s." I heard Emma's voice

here too.

right now I'll physically drag you o

not even ten? Are you out of your mind?" I a

ake was currently looking down at

them just how annoyed I was before ge

lets fucking go before I lose my shit

to my closet to pick out

he fact that tomorrow is the first day of school is pretty depressing. There's nothing

food meant calories and calories meant getting fat. Maybe I could

and the moon necklace, before I quickly wa

he scale out from under the sink. When I got fully naked

.5

oss, before I pushed the scale back wher

he scale read 72 three months ago, so it was progress. I still had some ce

essed up and quickly applied some mascara. I knew Jake wo

soon as I entered the room and t

at up, leading the way out

y mother was too occupied talking about her job, my dad had his nose buried in the iPad, my brother was texting God-knows-who and my cousin was laughing

which she used it for smoking. Also, the fact that I had to share my bathroom with her wasn't my cup of tea, mainly because she

(daughter, excuse me; my brother was her absolute favorite) b

hat I was an average girl with average grades and typical t

rather spend my time on the Internet

e're go

ooked up at me, curious as to why

he

ut

she'd go on about how that only made me fat and blah bla

some money?" I direct

hone to wait a second, before he dug through

t a job." He said and then retu

d they want me to already make a life for m

es; it honestly made me wan

ecause Jake had the habit of going to at lea

nly because nobody heard. I didn't know whe

that summer was over which meant that the bus wouldn't be crowded with too many sweaty, smelly people. Then again, loud tee

my house, and Jake couldn't have been more exc

a project in history. At first I had an obvious crush on him and even

from Wolverhampton because she got expelled from her previo

ouldn't really change my friends even though they wok

ke, he would've thrown a fit and not spoken to

ve minutes of waiting and dealing Jake's whining, we finally go

up fake stories about the people we saw walking by on the street. It was funny and kind of mean b

ing tomorrow." Jake started before taking

t?" Emma asked, shoot

old her best friend Ashley who told Josh w

d I asked at once, almo

that's not

iterally the only virgin in my group of

th the braces or the on

e bloody point! Kylie said that they're all sup

blonde hair and bitchy attitude. Her sister Carly was more palatable. She wasn't on the squad, was a bit quieter and, unlike her sister, didn't think the s

are they

the juniors and seniors, since

n." I said and Jake looked a

he was so rude and I almost fa

iked me so." I shr

us in. "Anyway, so they're supposed to re

of them, but I really hoped Sexual Education was one

l you if we'd get ne

dson got held back in English. I frow

cool for that." Emma said

team for two years now, and apparently he'll make it three years. His par

s parents d

of an insurance company. He's literally

are never home and he got raised by maids so that's why he's su

ver plan to." I told them, finishing my muffi

threw a look in your dir

couldn't help but l

ect and I snorted. The 'fucket list' as he called it, was a list t

d the paper away from him. "Luke Black,

Noah snog Liam las

n assure you," she said and

ed. Jake however did, because his brother Zack was both Noah's best friend and on the football te

"Either way, I'll at least suck-" Jake started.

"Okay, don't, we're eating." Emma gagged and looked back on the small list. "One of the new gay teachers? How do you know any of them swing that way?"

ounds one of them is gay. A hundred

and finished m

onally and physical

re younger than we're ever g

h all I needed to do was make it out alive, I had to have some fun before I

p being home by one, since I had an appointment with Jade at the hair salon. I w

had just finished high school and was go

hree hours on Tumblr, avoiding responsibilities. Eventually showered a