Mrs./Ms.Kanaze : Failed Dream = College & Arrange Marriage

stare apathetically to both of my hands, full of di

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y house. I got permission from my parents to go outside for fun yet it was a lie. Where was the lie? Well, the word 'fun' was

self without no hesitation. I kept running and running tears slowly falling down on my face. The loop of I don't

now! Clearly? But I didn't know? What the hec

en if I the probability is low and the risks are high. Why? Again. Why the unfairness is superior and justice is inferior? Ther

emic came and it still here but, it wasn't hard to get outside unlike the last two years. I didn't pass the first round but, it didn't stop me from fighting until this year. I've been into so many auditions but... I didn't passed, not even the first round. Y

lege. Before I go to college, I will celebrate my 18th birthday then be married with my fiancee the next month after which is... rid

eralize it, every part of my body is dead including my soul. It was fully alive yet dead inside and outside. The only thing that makes me alive was my heartbeat, my soul inside this body and this living clothes I'm wearing: gray crop top tee with a black flannel jacket, black denim skirt, two-inches high black velvet boots, gold star earrings, bracelet and necklace. It such

I do next. If they can speak, I'll say I don't know because I clearly don't know. I don't even know why I'm here or what and why am I doing this right now. You might said to yourself, of course you know! What a

jects that you can see in a park can witness what stupid thing I am doing right now, unless people are st

r was covered by his uniform hat. He doesn't have a beard and his skin is pale snow as mine. The man asked if I have a bonus card so I give it to him and he scanned and return it after. Observing the store, I noticed that there was no customers around except me. "Here" the man gave my exchange and I sat to a nearby chair. I removed the dirt using the wipes I bought and eat my ordered food. I noticed that the man on the cashier was simply looking at me while scrolling on his phone, I don't know why but he isn't giving me the dangerous vibes, it was more