My Personal Diary-Collette

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the same thing since we're not exclusive with each other. I couldn't think of him being with another woman but I had thought of the same thing about Jake and well....look what happened. He left me for his pregnant girlfriend and we were living together for almost a year

y was raw from him doing whatever he does to me. "If you give me my shirt back...even though I do love seeing every naked inch of you...I'll take you to Mama Bella's fo

ason I was in the mood for Italian. I walked back to my bedroom as Lance followed me. He stood there and watched me slip of

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he stood there holding my hands and staring into my eyes. "I'll see you in a month or two," he said then kissed me goodbye. I could only stand

how quiet my apartment was because Lance wasn't in it. All that he left behind was the doze

apartment and entered the bathroom. I peele

. They were from my mother. "Fuck," she was the last person that I wanted to talk to. As I held the phone and it began to vibrate. She

id as I answe

a long time

d to give me a report. Half the time, I ignore just like I was doing while getting dressed. My body was still tingling from earlier but it was fading while I was listening to my mother's voice. Every

ome kind of hobby besides spying on her neighbors. Either that

It was already getting late and I needed to get some

apped a hand against my forehead and groaned. "Mom, it's getting late. It's alre

g." She ordered me. It wasn't a request or anything but an order. I rolled my eyes upwards and agreed before hanging up before she started up aga

Not even a nap. I grabbed the pillow next to me and hugged it. I kind of smelled like him and I had to smile.