Boys Don't Cry

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e that, and I'll kiss y

hai's, but I'm the one who feels it. But why? What's with me? My di

are you

It's al

I know we will have a rehearsal be

e myself. What's up, Will? You are not Wanchai, and this is not Thirasak. Nate sits next to me, and continues ta

in love with Wanchai. Waiting for someone

I say, but I don't have

for Thirasak in that scene, don't you think? He was t

ook at him. He looks curious

ly everyt

n we contin

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is deep voice telling me, "Keep looking at me like that, and I'll kiss you until you go crazy." I think I'm taking the character very seriously, after al

me extremely happy to know that I can do this, contrary to what I always heard from my parents, I can. Speaking of them, I know I need tell, but I think it's not the t

he staff looked for me to do a dress rehearsal with the scene cast, and then shoot. It's a welcome scene for the freshmen to break the ice, Wanchai and Thirasak are chosen to perform a very unpleasant prank, the two must dance together, but it's not just any dance, they must be glued to each other. My character, Wanchai, hugs Thirasak

er if I'm really in front of his character. I feel unsteady, uncomfortable with those brown eyes staring at me like they want to kiss me. Cut. 10 minute break for the pepperoni scene.

it with the mouth showing disinterest. Then he is reprimanded by one of the seniors, who tells him to eat or bite the pepero, he does what is asked, and eats little by little until the last piece, t

le a place for me. I've tried several activities, but I can't stop thinking about the look in Nate's eyes, his mouth touchi

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ng but I don't listen, my mind is too far away. She finishes, I sa

ll,

he person calling me. I don'

te! What

lk to you. C

door on our side. It's a dark room full of set materials, he closes t

nt to tell me here in

ed a qui

e need a q

say, turning towards the door, but Nate

with you? What do

nish what we st

Wh

ushes his lips lightly against mine. Stop, and walk away. I look into his face, I'm scared. But so

you didn't

nce the day I la