The Call Of The Night
er: I Put A Spell
g and I am entering the zone of complete risk, I retreat to my bedroom. I follow by the regul
y can be happier than I am in my happy place. The sense of his scent curling all around me
in, and once again I am grateful to him
misty forests are not a few feet away
ream almost escap
uch can make me feel, even when we are in the midst of the forests that I have grown up dreading more tha
age, no expression leaking onto the perfection that is this creation in front of me. I have always known for certain that he is anything b
sk, sounding meeker than a trapped mouse. Well, that's a h
arring his features, and I almost hear the
ant to be rhetorical
he pronounces the d-word as if that's some kind of a prohibited curse word. I fr
dre didn't hurt me. I knew he would nev
ly prove to be useful at times of dire need, has always been a good friend despite me not even knowing his
sharpened swordheads, gi
owed to instruct me about wh
ratively-mundane gray gaze on fire, I feel warmth begin to pool up from the v
distinct from the word me. And this mysteriously powerful and achingly handsome man is
anything anyone can ever do for anyone - physical, emotional, whatever. I suck in a surpri
victorious. A winsome smirk finally trac
problem with me going out with Andre?", I ask again
t it was incredibly stupid, that is, right?", he extends my q
nitude of the risk that you've taken, to you, as best as possible, at the moment.", h
t that his amber irises have never b
ow what th
g that my life is on a tipping point where this answer can send me into a tailspin from which I'll
slightly mocking my lack of basic knowledge about t
ke my
I don't thrive in your weakness like that spineless beastly chit that you went out with." He almost spits out the
inst it's met
e? I didn't even have the basic knowled
word about the nights, my smug subconscious taunts me. I don't have much time to p
id the
nswer to my unspoken question with more fear and
uls
dden numbness in all my nerves. W
he'll be gone before I know. But I can't allow that tonight. I want to know his name. I need to kn
they hunt. I know what he said was unrealistic, and there mustese glorious amber eyes that right now are so many layers deep that I hav
s time there is this strange genuineness in his intense gaze th
ion that for a moment I am overwhelmed. Like he has just
d in his. My hand automatically moves from my side, almost as if
, and his eyes are burning in it
ir is still hanging heavy
er that rips out all the way from the core of my so
a start, my eye
t, his name still hangs heavy in the air all around. Wrapping around me like a bl
nt to take his name again. It's such a un
lik
I do
he bathroom mirror, I see a girl with flushed cheeks, her gray eyes warm with an
more intensity than this
ss my lips. I vigorously
our cereals for all of us. I heat the milk and pour those into Chorsh and
dining table, I suddenly remember my and Melinda's 'int
the cool pink morning light falls soothingly all over Zaayes. The fringe of the forest can almost be overs
to derive power to resist
dawn it's quite early. I start regretting the decision to be out and
e felt his...err, Lloyerd's... true warmth. I don't care if he was livid or
I almost do it too. But I free
f the misty forests. They have certain similarities with how I've hea
dow back into place. Carefully, however - with not even as much as a squea
y until I am under my soft blue quilt,
g on my nightstand as I flick of
ou
ripled, intensity and I finally feel the nerve-racking terror th
insinuation that I couldn't quite swallo
asking too many questions for my own good recently. I should ins
l name that I have come to know today. "Lloyerd." Al
hen I
I've learnt from. Because I've known it for as long as I
e implication that comes along - that Sheroa had someone
k anymore. I jus
caught a star in
but you nev
ad caught a star in
but you nev
knew that we cou
r knew that she
that our love woul
our love would m
but you nev
, here
h our princess
ning star beating with l
th our princes
you this ag
t I had caught a
ut you never
conjured up by my own mind. I know that I hav
ain, and again, till I finally
e floor, and the cool floor again awakens the groggy nerv
mmediately have this picture in my head of one of those shadowy beasts hav
me. "Good morning.", I quickl
wly the rest of the family takes the rest of the seats around the table, the sound of his
more into him than I hav
name to give to that perfect
yer
aring to speak it out loud, even as
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s of the
HIS name
s where Aizea kn
urite line in
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