I´m Mallory

dared to dream of

and chubby little duck

y were both warriors f

ich also meant they tra

pecial, but I never had

didn’t really want ki

they could

ealized I didn’t want to fight as they did and didn’t do well in combat training was heartbreaking. I

idn’t make it hu

eir disappointment, me

be so fat if I trained

ombat and fighting.

idn’t count. That wo

I grew older, I didn’

empty house—less j

hat peace and quiet aft

wolf and chubby was a

em was built like mode

was picked on. I was ne

e to never fit in. I ne

n after school. I was an

parents. Always left ou

e Luna forgot to invit

first time I asked ab

etic—k

allory, did I forget

o? well, I guess missi

at bad no

re often at schools

nd dinners for import

was not

I turned 15 arrived,

ate bloomer. When sc

I grew tall and slim,

the party. My acne cl

ged me, from an ugly d

nd girls now wante

he attention, I

aive

ooed me off my feet, a

rst and only love. We

, good-looking, and

l the parties, all ev

re there. He treated

led me like a princes

ed to wait with s*x. I

perfect fairytale for t

e day I t

und my desti

t of him finding or mating with someo

for long. It was like t

my destined mate, my f

ith our packs Beta son and

s a

med, I lived happily, an

wn little house right b

mate. I helped the L

ded. I volunteered in

e. For once, I felt ne

nged. We also started

I wanted with all my h

and cared for. The through and dream of a child, that would be my own and Clark´s

happen as easy as I thought it would, and after about six months, I star

tor several times. He

hange anything, and th

his started to make me

t him to go in fear of

or fainting somewhere.

terribly wrong with

I never have the fami

didn’t have an heir? C

ition, his older broth

that i

s fo

came home, of course

as fresh out of bed. Pu

begin with. First, I was

ally needed him besid

to throw myself into his warm and safe embrace

love, was standing in the living room with his hand around a girl’s waist. To make it eve

what is the m

e home! Please sit d

fine while standing up

the heck are your ha

e rolled her eyes an

of the table as they bo

sat down, watching Cl

tion for him to come t

introducing his c

know, I’m not the on

ael. That basically l

backup. “ He sp

ow this. We both always

th that. This was how our future was supp

d to talk again, th

kitchen. Probably to

ou

ldren yet. It seems tha

t you cant do that either can you? So I meet D

. Even do fate has prevented us from seeing each other as much as we craved, she´s already p

d, and I wasn’t even s

e. I was staring at Cla

amed uncontrollably,

love each other we always have! Every word he spits out like its venom, they pierce through me like lighting dagg

darling. It w

erved me a hot cup of tea, maybe she felt bad

and dry, so I took a big sip hoping it would help me say somet

ou, you know? First, yo

o have you to make th

te. Go figure! So I di

w I’m making my choice

l of my destiny. Makin

you can’t be part of

ul

to get blurry. Cloude

him. Breathing and sw

nly thing I didn’t st

art split into tiny pi

? Is this even real? Woul

k she’s

ood up, smiling

ing to focus but she just slipped away in a trait

my dear. This will be o

s not easy to break

I can still be an Alpha this way, still with the pack members' respect. Take pride and h

nd cared for by

e drugged me. I looked

ting smell of rogues filling my living room. The bites, their laug

ht. Alone, brok

ir in Clark´s lungs, a sacr

ain woul

umiliation finally wer

, I was giv

ck as myself, look the

but I won’t remember

ecome a new woman, I

d look different. I w

and I would sound di

d remember everythi

rogues did to me. The

ng of their sweety dir

e, over my mate mark.

laughed. Their groans

aunt me

the se

eauty. My eyes are haz

onger naïve. No more w

e keep me i

and I remembe

on another app so will