Guns and Roses

Point

rouble, I never left the guest room again. Even though the seven of u

ng, or maybe someone

nge. I don't know why but whenever he's around, my heart

't like this kind of feeling, that's why I'm trying to ignore it in every w

I have to prevent self-destruction befor

vinia's call. She calls me every time to stay in touch with me and to keep

oke on the other line.

I directly asked, could

ent sure about this, but I think your M

ntly nervous because of the poss

e location she

n't left the country yet, so it will be easier for her to find you," she updated me furthermore. "By the way, pl

phone's location and I al

an probably do everything for the sake of her company even i

at's what she is like. That's who she is. For the company and

you, Ellie. I hope y

safe here. This place is almost a

they'll find another place far away. Better be careful, okay? I miss you

on the bed while staring at

nt the marriage she hopes to continue, which is only for her ow

urned. I was planning to stay inside my room but I had no choice

for something to eat, but unexpectedly, I met the man I was tryin

sked. I just nodded at him

for a moment then he leaned over me. I was stunned. I feel

alm dow

lso didn't attempt to speak because the only thing on m

there a p

eel his stares. I rested deeply befo

plied and still d

. Why are you s

sed, Hyde! Why do

me," was my excuse to defend m

re not as quiet as

n, haven't I? Don't get me st

feel that I'm not comfortable and I don't want to talk. But

o the room without hesitation. I can't bear

ed him because he's a snob and cold. But now, my

happenin

much overthinking and figuring out wh

*

ly woke up. Maybe the seven are asleep now because the

again because I'm no longer feeling drowsy. Besides, I wan

oon and the stars along with the tall trees around me is making m

I screamed out loud in surprise wh

ey

mn

h hung open loosely and I almost lost it. Pissed off and with

was sure of it because I checked every

come he'

e said in

slowed down its fast beating. I was grateful that I don't have

not be s

and you are alone and then someone sud

he winced at me. "What are

t for a while. I wanted some fresh air. I felt like I needed to breathe," I replied an

rly, that's why there's no wonder his skin is so soft and clear, as in crystal clear. His f

red and sat down in the chair next

ted his sleeves to examine hi

t's far fr

at. The sound of crickets was the only

my breath because I was just sitting next to him. My heartbeat is speeding up again. H

anting to avoid the most, is also the person whom I get to meet

I used to hate the

e, but I can't dictate to whom cupid's arrow will hit either. I can't dictate to whose heart

drowning. Because by the time I finally fall for him,

or someone. I'm scared to start playing a game that I'm not certain if I could end it. It's hard to gamble if in the end, you also lose and

nd. I looked at him again. He had fallen asleep now.

e so perfect

stroked his hair. Fortunat

es out and end some things first so I can be free. Free enough to love you with

e have is real and if we c