Meant For You And Me

onto a

n

ntil now. My parents and family didn't know I reverted to my past behavior towards

to leave him alone. When your crush and best friend r

dn't want people to know my secret. I didn't need reminding

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an

e best of me. I was sick of being in love with Andi while sh

anyone else. I tried to ask Coop. His respons

appy about this situation. I'd rather be her friend than not int

and had to leave class. I walked down the hallway as I heard someone getting

nd she gave me a mortified

, preventing her from walking awa

di, please don't wal

me as she tried not to cry

day when I had snapped at her, she took it

t reject y

you d

for that. "I'm sorry. That was never my intention. I

my grasp. "Fine. I'm sick

red a

"Why wasn't I good enough? Why can't I look like Marta or anyone else? Why aren't I good enough?" Her voice broke as

her as my

t are you looking at? I bet you're all having a good

gly and unloved. The girl I'm in love with brok

ghting me. I held her as she cried. I wanted to confess to her that I was standing in front o

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n

. I felt ashamed as people stared a

t there, speechless. Someone had discovered my secret, and I

coming. It happened before. I was getting admitted to a hospital for help. People had to watch me while I use

eating disorder controls you. You're so busy hiding your secret that you put a distance b

clipboard. He took it from her and sighed. He signed the papers, and

him. "I'm so

"Andi, don't be sorry. We

, and I hugged him a

mise me that you will

I said in a m

lked with the doctor into the treatment center. I glanced at my parents still standing the

w came the recovery process. Weigh-ins, food monitoring, seeing a thera

or all the special occasions. What I wouldn't give to