RAGE

our. I could not recognize myself as I looked through the mirror. The more I stared at myself the more the tears kept coming.

is wha

th but now the difference was that it had left my heart shattered and at that moment I thou

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always wanted to stay in my hometown forever

ing my routines and my daily views, but

nt pretty sour and I needed to get out or else I would drown in the past. It was like I was fighting my past

ays says there is always a perfect time for everything; when I was invited to California, it was as if the perfect opport

et dressed. I choose some sweatpants a hoodie, and my white converse. If you already guessed I am a boring person. I lived

ht I know what you're thinking well that's the case but according to the people I meet daily in the hallways, I sometimes think am in the wrong place they don't look like they are sup

la", Soff

your voice you'll give me a he

I know am being a bad"friend" but I have had enough disappointments in my life from friends and am tired of all t

hing I have weird conversations in my head

ughts I have like fifteen minutes before my class starts. Looking back

t trust

d the fi

epeat it so you know how mu

of having high expectations of your friends when you don't know their real intentions. I d

but please I am drained I don'

en't even listening to me, you know what just live like people don't exis

f trust nobody. I don't have the time of being a weakling because

se if you don't people will read you like a book

eakfast on my way here I guess I'll

minutes before my lecture starts I rush d

st lost in thoughts earlier I didn't mean to ignore you" I say apologetically. "It's fine it's nothing new don't sweat it," she says. I officially feel bad I mean she is trying to be my friend and am pushing her away.

talking doing his thing I start drifting back to my thoughts. Everyone has a reason why they don't like associating with people tr

hey'll change their perspective on me not that I care b

want to be weak. Talking about some things that open wounds I kno

es to cross my path I'll fucking destroy them. Everything I went through made me realize you will always be on your own and don't rely on any