Vanilla

lly always

hen I was little, just like it

ried my best t

ing as she said "Vanessa. I want you to understand that this place, is your onl

since all this seriousness was really

ssa" Then she sighed "Look. They a

yebrow, confu

y, shaking her head as she holds me tig

ary as h

bloodshot at tha

ucifix that I've had ever since I was born, I place

I never knew I had, to complete strangers who she heard rumours about was weir

use I don't exp

ne person spoke, it got one acting like Shrek because Donkey wouldn't stop singing an

I'd find better

I note

re. All

nd me why I'm here

e cu

them there, even though I can make

erson that is curre

t

f them is rela

everywhere but me. Chocolate is talking to Pale boy, his eyes only blinkin

stares, and he doesn't need to say it, d

ying 'I

nil

m, letting out a small breath as I wave

chin on his hands "I see Mel's stuck to you, and yes, m

the head of the table and sitting, not looking at me and I do the same to t

h

ot the one at the other end of the table then I walk over to it and sit

table, trying not to look at them before I hear a v

ticing that her hair is still in the bun, but her face looks spotless, like sh

s away from me "N

that for some reason wants her to smil

tting as she reaches out for Mel, as if studying his face the

aving all gone as he says, no single stutter in

y disappointed "I shoul

king his head "He

want to

ay he pauses, looking at me and t

her face before Coco adds "Mel is the one

ing at Caramel who has a surprised look

ces a hand on his. The action seems to make him stop breathing as

ver thought possible as he says deadly

is eyes panicking now "

as he stands, making Caramel jerk, and

at his look alike, his mouth open like words were f

on her face as Coco keeps staring at his brother with a rage filled face

a

h

, so am I but Chocolate just puts some food on his plate and beg

eyes on him, he pauses "Can I not feel fo

oing the same before C

ing, but somehow, you can hear his voice which send shivers throug

im, a smile on hi

smile leaving Chocolate's face, a frown replacing

ge" Doc

whoever it was that disturbed him before h

t she did, but he began looking at

kw

oo much and primarily because I'm crazily hungry. Not even sure

all

t of me, noticing that the Doctor was the one wh

d I say th

eyes shining as

O

r face poised "Would you tell us h

messed up' but I notice how Caramel is pleading at me with his eyes

st looks

n down, looking at them "Wel

" Coco asks, c

es the n

" I ask "You don't know Gr

erson?" Caram

for a small smile to crawl out but everyone

s sm

he Sister's are terrible cooks and this food looks like it's gonna swallow my spoon then me but hey, I gotta be grat

is coming up, never thought I'd m

in my mouth as I moan "This tastes s

swers, grinning "Chocolate p

th as I look at the twin "You did this? You have t

his eyes "I can'

ing at him "Y

is head "He either puts too m

ointment "At least one th

ake years before you can do

least I can make cereal that

common pe

t I can

uing about cereal?" Cream w

him there "Stay out

tely "Ha! That's be

me now "You n

ok back at the pudding as I say to it "But you're really

"They get cute na

so that I don't talk but Chocolate

my throat with a full glass of water so that I ca

co has a face of pure disbelief as I quickly add "

n he's

ning to notice the similarities betw

answers "He once aske

at him

s. He actually like

olate "Is that normal? Sho

okay. Some screws are gon

ace a bit red with tears on his cheeks as he looks at me

empty bowl "Plus, I just got here. I didn't wan

nil

s place. Here, we do not discriminate. There are no rules that bind you on how to act, even

except Mel. He's just stuck with the fact that he's

he's looking at his foo

at him "And we

d holy shit. You said more than two sentences. I could kiss you but w

?" I

one freezes, except Coco,

his face "Are yo

Cream replie

ow why. The law is everywhere. Kinda just escaped from

ctor says, her eyes going to Coco "Even t

re she turns to me and says "N

t's you choose what we get to do on Saturday night" Caramel co

les at him "

ean, I know the policy is there and all, an

"I thought it'd be Cream,

ther way to get Cream talking, and tha

very demented thought c

uddenly continues "Because I swear, I'm tired of

"There's nothing wron

low you on every ride because you get s

in right now with how red he's g

baby, signs of you

'm n

oo sug

laughing at some things they say with Cream joini

same as well "It's alright Vanilla. Alex wil

etely repulsed "What

at there's something he knows about me whic

king up the stairs when I hear Coco

es it h

wonder she ne

Doctor laughs, her hand gently leading me up the

ling under my breath

ey

at she's looking at me as well before I r

s

actually did t

ll she had to say was my nails are p

er

painted door, as I n

dark brown one. Then on another c

ing another door exce

open and gives me a nod to go in, and when I d

he door "I bet your dream ro

at her "This is exactl

on them, everything around the place is also yellow which might have freaked some people out e

not. Your name reflects your room. Vanilla is a brigh

name, is that

gs because that's what they wish. You can't change what you've done before, you can only try to make y

y arms "It's cool. I've ac

d expected that before I say "S

ogize dear.

I ask "Asking my questions about

you we do not di

be sure that you know why I got kicked out

nil

eeks are puffed before I blow

w" She

ich contrasts loudly with how Mothe

he scar from t

aid something abou

no

fortable with. I just want you to know that you're safe here, and whenever you need to talk, I'm just a floor away, or maybe a call away

Why would anyone welcome me because I'm n

d maybe a little bit crazy

g my face "I know you do not

e still on her face "I on

e here for a while and it's y

don't have to, of course, but I'd like it if you do. Tomorrow I shall come and take you to

she says nothing else "No scrubbing

of that. That's

ing I can do without messin

nil

es

r, or Doc, or anything

gain "Yes Ma'

omehow always smiling, because even if it's

loved" then turns around and begins to walk ba

r w

Din

ut before I can ask, she's gone