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e a sensation at the present moment as though I was dissolving - I should be exquisitely miserable without the hope of soon seeing you. I should be afraid to se

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cover letter samples. I don’t know how on earth did cover letters got into love letters. ‘What a coincidence’, I thought. T

pitifully hid my face in the right corner of my unit, wiping my tears when I’ve read

was actually Crimson at first but when he asked me to tutor him on some major subjects, I realized Crimson is like for th

er that way. I’m not fond of name calling, some colleagues are. Even when I saw Crim hugging her and it seems like she likes it so much in an ugly way, I don’t se

it instructed. E-mail sent. While waiting, I did the dishes and took a bath --- an hour bath that I’ve dreamed of. Almost two hours had passed but there’s no reply. I sat down pondering. A

. Suddenly, I’m trying to remember what I’m supposed to do. “Oh yes”, I snapped and flied to my closet. I’m drying my hair with a towel while my eyes wander on the four corners of my closet, as if I have varieties of garb to choose from. Ch

hing wrong. I gulped on my bottled water hoping she would think I’m nonchalant. I really am nonchalant. It’s just that, I rarely see couples who are that public. I smiled at her. She smiled back sweetly. ‘Thank God’, I sighed in relief. My head is now pinned on my laptop. I swear I’m not going to look at the passersby anymore. When I put the bottle aside, another couple app

eel my eyes hurt, being disgusted with the view. My chest is starting to feel burdened, my hands shaking. I want to look away but I hated myself when I realized, what I should have done is no t

ky” I said tryin

“You okay?

“I’m okay”

e you sent me some

huh?” I said, m

I had sent her samples of essays and academic papers. The company asked me to

shed potatoes and cook her favorite chicken curry for supper but I remember I’m no like Princess Sarah. I could ima

to call you actually”

’m about to leave”

ver mind. What

union for Batch 2010” she stated, saying ‘

I’m going to be stayin

“That’

See you soon, bye” she said and d