Affair with the Rockstar

because his band had three singles currently in the top 20, with 'If

orgeous guy to front a roc

hair... chiseled face..

more like an underwear model, with a muscled chest, incredibly strong arms, and abs you could scrub laundry on. Broad s

s green eyes you've ever seen. Like e

glasses on. Never performed without them. Every candid shot in every gossip rag always had him

because I had met him four years a

him for exac

her. I'd told him I loved him... and then I got in

or heard fro

not what

m that day was probably the s

was going to make

still in place, but it was more like

t, exactly? Because I'm not do

to ward off bad mojo. "Oh, no n

hat,

Kane is notoriously

't talked to him since our final day together

s kind of like saying 'The Pope isn'

unacy. He'd go on shows to perform, no problem – Letterman, Conan,

ot Rolling Stone, not Spin, not The New York Time

by the Prom Queen, they gossiped and backstabbed and gushed over him – sometimes in the same article – ho

chool, in the most shallo

tes. Omigawd, did you hear, he just had another hit! It's

n't trying to be bitchy, but I have to admit, my stress ov

he'll ta

omach knotted up se

will," I said wi

, we know

faded. "How do

to you while you're playing Madison Square?' 'Let me check with Derek.' And then he'd email back, 'No.' We started throwing out names – our best guys. People who have interviewed everybody – Madonna, Springsteen, Obama, for God's sake. 'No.' We lined up authors who agreed to do a one-off for us – Bret E

mit this, but I was pissed off and a little bit drunk

lence build u

ecause I didn't know what w

yes." Glen threw his hands up in the air. "So you're it, kid. This

enched them in my lap.