The Biker's Rules

5 Sep

ancisco (Uncle

ackburn =

imm = 20

- Me

like summer apples covered in dew. Eyes with

ing slowly he kisses his way up her thigh, turning his head so his breath

combing through that

nder her hips pulling her into his face. She lets out a cry of plea

n time it's the same. I can't even read a trashy book

ch that forms between them as I throw the stupid b

"Stop reading yourself into a climax!" A pai

ts excitedly pulling clothes from the shelves and throwing them on the

me. I will wear anything I like without thinki

ks at me, her eye

ng about HIM again." She picks up th

snotty tone, knowing

orld so you can get him out of your system," she cha

a and I have been backpacking througho

th my Donald Ducked life. So we've traveled from one holiday home, belonging to one o

needed to get

to do with my life - but that's my own stupidness, and I'm no

ssible. Even Uncle John and Axel joined us thrice - for

not

im face-to-face again for the

ind again," Kiara continues her charade. I

wrong. He's been haun

him out of my system ... I

again with her war-face expr

e ... or even hate for that matter. She dates good-looking blokes mostly for sex. A m

the sort of storybook love where two people's eyes meet and BAM - true love forever. Like a Romeo and Juliet ki

Where Romeo leaves poor Juliet in the tomb to fuck a slutty brunette on the side. And as if that's not

uld it give me that eyes meet - BAM - part, just to let fate interve

e. No wonder people are getting more and more skeptical to risk their h

have my BAM moment with HIM! And it happened more than once - I had TW

they w

ff young) and our principal decided to introduce us to cross-country running. The whole school was to participate.

e who dares to trespass on the property into shreds. People actually

ip away and investigate the house. Anybody who chickened out would have been labeled a namby-pamby ... and knowing Ja

ot hurt, grounded, and put into detention - with Axel. Jason and the runaways never

tionally in my freshman year - but the two ar

of our group and I learned a thing or two about life: I should tread lightly when I'm in a

first BAM moment w

arting at Harvard-Westlake. I was annoyed because I landed in the princip

's head and gave Jason a perfect shiner, but

er shut and turned around, ready to share my beef and wail about the unfairne

pple eyes. The hot-as-hell eight-grader standing next to my brother filled out his uniform better than Tho

Same eyes. Same boy.

- the true storybook meet-cute at t

ncreased heartbeat, the butterflies, the swe

the same obnoxious boy who helped Kiara out of the hole at the haunted house; the boy who gave

; your heart rate increases way over the limit of normal; you get drunk and high on adre

pboard?" Kiara flings something agai

ears. Running down the right sleeve is a strange green M with the words 'Monster Energy', while the Reaper skull w

tuff it into my bag. T

in. I did learn my le

of clothing

can come back for the rest anytime I want. It's not as if we're m

nth or so, before Mom was murdered ... what ... eight years ago ... almost nine. And the home then myst

eparate dwellings on the property - one for each ki

inally decided to study art for now. And then I'll see where life leads me then. I'll probably keep on

, the grammar sucks - a bunch of crap really. And the couple on the cover is so cliche. The whole stereotypical r

going to be h

. That's the who

t I feel sick whenever he's aro

tensity each year. It's getting almost unbearable - so much that I'm scared of doing somet

amine, a neurotransmitter that produces feelings of euphoria and pleasure. It's why hate can feel so thrilling and, at times, even addictive and why you can't stop thinking about the hated pe

me, tapping her foot impatie

into a serious pout.

trick to dealing with Kiara is a solid diversion. Howe

r for-real bo

guy ever to ask me out." I pout my lips a

e first guy to ask you

ed. How can I forget? I sat at that coffee shop for two whole hours." It was

vivid excuse ... he

eyes. He said he fell off his bike. And it's not as if he made

east. But instead, he was too scared to even talk to m

nearly died," Kiar

telling the whole school that any guy who dated me would experi

derstand WHY though." That's a very good question..

question. Who would sta

ted Pink Scarlet

black mole on her hairy chin; mousy-brown locks like a dirty wet mop; and she w

ybe

for prom," Kiara says as an aftertho

dip in my social status (mentioned p

lunch (not too close) - appropriate stuff. But I could never join in on spin-the-bottle, my 'dares' ne

Axel ... or rather my brothe

awkward social life. But they denied starting

, Ren, asked me out and he lasted more t

very sweet and also easy on the eyes, but that gland in the middle of my brain is not crea

ree around my brother's best friend. As

y bosom as if it contains all the answers. And like always my finger brushes over

do you still sleep with HIS turt

or it. And I only keep the stupid thing to always remind me of

n smell just like some hunky biker we know?" I take a deep

ort. Fr

kely the best smell in the whole world. A composition marked by a raw freshness, powerful and noble

s utterly a

their juicy signatures

an under her nose. "It's nice." S

l my lips in a tight line as a pain stabs through my ches

he swings the soft toy from si

She hits me over the head with said toy and contin

and ... and whoops ... the next day a new girl was kissing his lips."

ng hands, going on the rides, eating ice cream, playing games. He bought Pan for

eart and hopes when I caught him kissin

e dysfunctional boys in our group. It's sad but true

know is that there

y. We slipped into the Zoo. I remember feeling rather chuffed that he

between the tigers and the crocodiles. I really fell for him.

ed with Logan at our house the next day with a black eye and a slutty brunette on his side - without even giving me a second glance. I felt humiliat

ainly, because I felt embarrassed and I also didn't want my brothers to kill

h every tear that fell the hate grew in my heart. And I can ho

as if he is invisible, only talking to him when I absolutely

annoy and antagonize me every moment he can ... and believe me, h

ill causes that serious physical attraction. But it's only chemistry,

drives the hatred I feel deeper and deeper into my s

have you ever noticed that h

rk hair, seemingly so does Axel, Logan goes for blondes, and Jackson does any pretty thing with

her, to be honest. Ren is a really good guy, that treats

t even thinking about marriage (certainly not with a guy who can't set my mammillary region on fire) and I, for sure, don't want ki

ot sure I want to

... because it's just blah (she stuck her finger

ave BLAH sex. No

ext one ... now that you're in the game and the 'curse' -

That I only feel any sparks around Damion. And whenever I kiss someone HIS fr

each one fighting for a different outcome. My mind repercussions me about staying miles away from the cock-ass, my

I'm not sure w