DEATH AND ICE

se, before taking up the courage to go in. From what she has seen, it seems like there was still some investigation going on in the house, as she still found some people checking the place, looking f

ion as Selena left the house. She stopped by the station on her way home, for her statement. She went back home, feeling dead and lifeless and flopped on her bed as she bid this unfair world good night. . . . . . . [THE NEXT DAY]. Selena still felt as terrible as before. Her close friends funeral will be at noon. Earlier when she woke up, she was painfully reminded of the time, when her friend gave her an early morning lecture, she now compared it with the irony of how that felt now. She was sure avery would be happy to see her wake up early. She laughed bitterly which was quickly converted to a sob. Oh she wished she could hear her nag one more time. After mopping around feeling broken, she got ready when it was almost noon. She didn't have an update plan, but decided to update according to her mood about the female less and male lead fainting. She thought about making them suddenly die as they fainted. But she knew her readers will be confused and probably hate her for it, because she was still at an early stage of the story. So it would make no sense. And would be unprofessional. She laughed at that. It was a hallow lifeless laugh, void of happiness. ••• Selena stayed through to the part where they dropped the flowers at her friend's grave. She saw the way her friend's mom cried a lot through out the ceremony. Herself did cry a lot, but it was a silent one. She wore a veiled covered hat, hoping not to be seen, while her tears ran down her face. When it was her turn to drop her flower. She walked up to her friend grave. She communicated with her through her mind, even if she knew her friend can't hear her. She would not be able to speak to her again like before. After placing the flower she kissed on her coffin, she walked back to where she stood and watched as they lowered the casket. now away from her sight, never to see her friend again. But to keep the memories together, forever in her heart. Losing someone has never been easy. How the world lost it glow and colour in front of one eyes. How a hallow deep hole, dull, aching painfully imprinted on ones heart. And how much you want to crawl out of that desperation. Maybe convincing yourself, it was all just a dream. But it felt more like a night mare. When you want to cry so hard, you can't feel air in your lungs, and its so painful to breath. But deep down you know, no matter w