If Only

to me, something I couldn't quite fathom. But now, now that I have e

nte, my mentor, my friend. He was the only one who ever truly understood me, who always knew how

ether. I can't even begin to imagine the person I would be if

speak to anyone, and the laughter that once came so easily is now a distant memory. I can't e

hone so brightly within me has dimmed, and I don't know how to get it back. Th

reminder of what I've lost, and the thought of facing that reali