The Movie Star's Baby

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heavy with the

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end, you shouldn’t hide

nnocently, forcing a smil

the couch ag

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l fourteen years old then,

ithout me getting stuck in

ie. A new season movie be

ooks as well as the role

that filled my heart and

loser to his fellow female

tery but I knew it was som

fateful day, I took hold

s going on Facebook and I

from other countries, es

others who accepted my r

ccept my friend request. T

impossible all night. I

ccepted my friend request.

utterflies and crimson flu

da, she had a s

e,” she

wooning

g our

im Sidd since his name was

industry call me that.” I

d the stupid network made

imagined him saying the se

till cherished every on

l if I met him in reality

ver stopped thinking abo

he asked for my picture.

couldn’t send it. The sma

ised to send it on his ne

if I was obsessed or infa

mage flicked across my slee

g beats,” I paused, a

appened

asked c

one got

m,” as the words slipped m

tears welled

d you m

ed. I smiled, sniffed, an

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sing con

e of reaching India one da

Indians has always been my

my little hop

s late

ady

evel

ow much attraction I go

t belonged somewhere. I ye

eemed no longer perfect fo

a movie star know that I a

impossible till

he wee

like a heartbroken lady.

Getting a little famous i

app began loading to star

do this, tears stre

are watc

keep it to myself anymore

meone so dearly then he b

now. He deflowered me. He

continued crying. I wip

faced the screen again. “

ved me, he made me believ

you, Sidd? I loved and tru

left me broken,” I stated

mplishment and wiped my fa

my story. The Instagram vide

hree hours. Some were comf

anted to see him. Second-

r, I needed to read but I

ews. I was back in front o

is time to answer question

ed hard and too

wanted t

’t want to share who he is

es whatever he will get

ce like an angry woman.

by chance, I bumped int

mething beautiful, somethi

ught he was different fr

. I wanted to be drowned i

age of a wolf in sheep's cl

dy. Despite the handwriting

with me, I still didn’t t

didn’t want his fans to kn

sing me to take pictures

eks. “Heaven knows I loved

ed me simply because you

oke thousands of your pro

e. I hate you for deceivin

ur contacts. I won’t forg

id to me,” I sobbed. I wip

, Sidd. Everyone deserves

big screen,” I stated and

camera. With that

d’s

a cup of

downstairs, running my f

y hair always messed up

as beautiful and I am sup

as I landed in the living

ghter’s wedding today. W

ing the weekdays, I decide

h, picking up the TV’s remo

d having a cup of coffee wh

utine. I sat on the couch

ess messages beeping on

e of

rning an

nclude the heart-touching

, Siddharth Kaur,” the an

she referring to my names

he internet has been arous

from Nigeria. Following

relationship with our mo

d, showing a picture of

e couch. Heat overpowered

swea

s beau

rob,” Nadia began. She was

ss of herself. Her hair

n a hip. “When he never w

keeping us secret for the

. I allowed him to have hi

and inhaled sharply. “I wi

he has hurt me. Wherever

you and I won’t sto

e hell i

jerking up fr

he brok

picture of our movie st

showing my image bo

!” I y

to the floor and messing

flitted to the living r

a ran back to the kitchen

n? What was she talking ab

tramping