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e pre
nced as he walke
he doctor wit
bad joke
ctor said. He stretched out his hand with a piece o
d, careful not to disrupt
paralyzed my body. I was grip
ite surprised by my reaction. The sm
to myself as I read through
y ears. Tears rolled uncontrollably down my
rom my hand. He reached out for the box of napkins on
. Your recovery process has been slow, and it's bett
ow below the
nted pregnancies, it is always a
d sex", I
e doctor would leave the room. I desperat
?" I asked. I was desperately hoping
nd. Not willing to meet my eyes, I k
r, Lillian; he was appreh
to the privacy
brought in here in a terrible shape. Your body was almo
y was not responding to treatment." your father ac
ed. I was not interested
ded hi
ian; they ordered me to run all available test
er the doctor had left. The incident wit
I was totally focused on deleting the event from my mind that I d
fool
my life. I lost the will to live. I lost the will to fight; I just wanted to
o speak with either my parents or Mac. Neithe
before me. I have played second fiddle to Jackie all my life. Alw
is being presented; I cannot brin
the days my father
d be best if you came out of the room so we can talk about this; you do
resentment grows in me. I didn't want to
it from her parents when she got married to my father and f
r of the bone marrow. She concentrated all her efforts on getting treatment
devastated. He could neither take care
to move into our home. Her reasons seemed perfect at th
ing over my mother's position. A few months later, she announced she w
parents' positions. My father became the one who took care o
oom brought me back to the present. I quickl
t way of drawing attention
g at," I replied dryly. I'm not ready t
naged to get yourself in the hospital, and now
at exactly do y
to you in abc format, Lillian. When I say K
sponded. Totall
ian; I am not interested in having children with you
p inside me. "Who gave you the right to d
find out", Mac th
hat", I smirked, holding