Price of Love
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about starting my new job as a stripper. The whole idea felt surreal a
ered if I was really cut out for this, and the mo
ed out to be to
some sort of special clothing or outfits? The anxiety
certainty swirled in my mind, and I tossed and turned, consumed by the worst-c
lankly into space. I had nowhere to be until late
awing at me, so I decide
lking into the bathroom where s
pt well, Diana," she replied wi
eyes. "Ehm, aren't you supposed to be at work?" Her tone carried a
because it pays better." My voice was slightly defensive, almos
ul about my new job, but I pushed it aside, focusing instead o
the house, sweeping and tidying every
o leave no corner untouched. But as I fi
y is going to be? Just clean
ng restless and aimless. As I sat on my bed, the thought fli
thing to do. But then I remember
front of the mirror. Locking the door behind me, I stripped
I had always had curves, but it wasn't until
seductive flair. I swayed my hips, bounced my bac
ng to embody confidence and sexiness. As I moved, I started to feel a s
uld do thi
ious dance moves I had seen strippers perform in movie
knack for it. I felt like I was tapping into
s shift at the diner was coming to an end. I decided to ge
for my new job. Unsure, I grabbed some of my saved money and to
, but a heavy cloud of guilt settled over me. I couldn't shake th
etraying the values
utes until Sarah's shift ended. I timed it perfectly and
demeanor easing my tension. But the
quavering slightly. She noticed a
cessful and affluent. I doubt you'll run into anyone you know." S
ch people anyway. When Dad was alive, we'd barely
me along at a brisk pace. "Where are we
er excitement infectious. "And work doesn't start until 10
the lingerie section. As soon as we entered
that made my skin crawl, and I wondered
s, handing them to me in a flurry. "Okay, now let's try th
. I couldn't help but notice how revealing th
y discomfort, Sarah began
d to look? My eyes darted around the small changing room, avoiding a
ing to process just how
! How does this red one look on me?" I finally summo
iced before that Sarah had bigger boobs than mine. They we
yself, unable to look away. I felt a mix of emotio
I had to say something, so I stuttered
voice snapping me out of my thoughts immediate
n my face. Sarah burst into laughter
id, trying to put me at ease. I s
great," I said, trying to change the subjec
an to undress me. I tried to keep my cool, thinking that maybe this
ff my underwear so I could try on the ones that fit. I felt a s
, running her eyes all over my body, makin
mfort, and checked out the outfits she had picke
t for me, a skimpy underwear that made me
e changing room, heading to the
, stopping me, and said, "Don't worry, hun, I'll pay." She smiled and paid for the o
d over me. It was already 9 p.m. when we hailed a cab,
casually mentioned that before being hired, I would ne
't you tell me this sooner? I can't dance!"
ing to be a
," Sarah urged, trying t
r anything. They just want to see some confidence. You've got an incredi
, I just have to wiggle a bit?" I asked, f
ss a little, and you'll totally nail it," she said, her ton
cab driver. As I stepped out onto the sidewalk, my eyes wi
entrance. Its luxury facade concealed a secret. "Are you sure there
he charm. Discreet, exclusive, and hidden from the w
mosphere belied the truth. Beneath the refin
losed, and we descended. Memories flooded my mind: my mother's strugg
n my purpose: survival, clearing
opened, revealing a
d me gently
s, and donned a bold face.