The rejected Luna
the bathroom, holding it firmly as the o
straight and take in a lungful of
it was almost like everything was coming down on her all at once. Within the stillness of her
of wanting to throw up, the weariness that seemed to be
ted it to the tension and said it was just a side effect of wh
ories back to her heart. She still could hear the wind howling in her ears from th
art broke into a mil
out a section of her. His words had replayed in her mind endles
wall, and finally let herself indulge the thought that this may not be purely stress after all. Perhaps t
er discomfort and clutched her bag as it h
starting towards the nearby health centre
ow the diagnosis. But who was she kidding? She cannot let it go on lik
med an eternity for her to walk. The weight of each of her steps
ings were entering a state of suspense. By the time she got to th
at was as perfect as a fledgling one could mu
ning an endless series of documents, while her hands trem
of her own body watching, so it was hard to know how it felt. Y
showing her the way to a small examination room in the inner p
ion bed, where she sat at the edge and laced her finger
g, and then asked about her symptoms, listening patiently as she
the overload of stress, the distress,
e stress related to such an event can be physically harmful," he stated. "
of anxiety, however, she did her best to remain composed and concentrate on him. She did the tests i
her breathing. She had come to the outpatient facility expecting to be told whether she suffered from vitamin deficiency
d to be composed, but there was something i
results are out," he went on. After a short prayer, he added,
him, her jaw half opened as though to say something while the wheels turned in her mind. Pregn
in a bid to compose herself as the heat rose to her cheeks at the realisa
ocess," he continued. "You may take a moment and inform us when you want to speak
egn
e of her being. Images of her history with Damian dan
bout getting to the point where
ture build in her eyes and the construction of her composure be s
in a million years. She stared at the appointme
living creature. At the picture of a being, thin and frail, little more than a blur, she fel
esonated within the room, breaking the stillness whilst also syn
y, watching the screen until the f
esperate reality, vigorous and forceful,
ated on the little screen with its ton
, she managed to say, quiet
romise in the unspoken conte