Memoria

Disclaimer:

This story is coming from the illusions of the author. Maybe the names, places, and dates are written but it's not mean it's related to a living.

- Author

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It's me, the person who work a lot in life. I work hard because I really want something in my life. I already started written poems and songs for my best friend Chara for her needs in exchange of money.

I also become a Badminton player and a performer to buy my own food and for my bills even thought we have our own business. A little bit stupid and risky as a young person but I don't have any choice. In my mind yeah, I can do it for my dreams

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" Hey! What happened?" - Tanong ko kay Kate ng makita ko itong galit na pumasok ng gate galing school. She's very upset on her last year in Junior high? Seriously?

Lumapit ako sa kanya ng maabutan kong nakaupo ito sa sala. I don't know what happened but I'll try to ask her right now. Medyo may pagka sungit kasi itong anak ko at ayaw niya na kinakausap kapag wala siya sa mood.

"Ahm.. Kate? May I know why you're upset right now.?" - Malumanay kong tanong saka umupo katabi niya. I can't predict what's on her mind but I know as a mother I can identify what they don't and they like.

" Yah. I hate them! When they promise, then all along its just a lie? A stupid lie!"- reklamo nito. She look like me when I'm young that's why I understand how she feel.

" It's okay. Maybe next time you must be in the middle. The center of believe and not believe. Just, love and do things you want without expecting too much. "- Ani ko sa kanya. Tumaas naman ang kilay niya bilang hindi pag sang-ayun sa sinabi ko.

"Seriously mom? It's okay to you if they lie? Do you think it's easy?" - Anya pa. I know she's young para maintindihan ang lahat. Pero susubok ako.

"Kate. It's okay. Just be strong." - sambit ko pa.

" What?! Be strong? Yun Lang? Anong klaseng magulang kayo?! Palibhasa hindi niyo ako NAINTINDIHAN!! " - sigaw na Saka tinungo ang pinto ng kanyang kwarto ngunit bago paman siya makapasok ay nakapagsalita pa ako.

" you're wrong! Kagaya mo rin ako, Kagaya mo ako na nakatanggap ng mga pangako at ang lahat ng Yun Para sa akin ay hindi totoo! "

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*****Year 1993*****

Kinatok ko ang pintuan ng bahay nina Stella para sabay na kaming pumasok sa School. Bumukas naman ito at nakita ko siyang nakahanda na rin sa pagpasok.

" Oh. Tara na, mahirap ng mahuli sa flag Ceremony. Ayuko maranasan na nakatayo maghapon sa mainit na flag pole. Hahaha" - Nagtawanan naman kami dahil sa sinabi niya. Yah. Kahit naman ako ayukong makaranas ng ganun.

Ilang minuto pa ang nakaraan ay finally natapos din ang isang oras na flag ceremony. " Okay, good morning Freshmen Class, Section-A1. Muli, ako si Professor Deril Go. If you have complains, Violent reactions or something just tell me and I'll tell you that you don't have a choice because I'm still your adviser. " - Pilosopong sambit ni prof. Dahilan para magtawanan kaming lahat.

Siguro nga magiging maganda ang kalalabasan ng aking first-year experience dito sa eskwelahan na ito. Dahil unang araw palang makwela na ang aming professor in-charge until now. Sure ako hindi magiging toxic ang Freshman, Class A-1.

"okay, let's start. Since we tackle last day about our aquintance party ay sasabihin ko rin sa inyo sa over all Freshmens from Section A1 to SectionJ1 ang Class-A1 ang nakatuka para mag lead sa mga First year High School at mag-ayos ng overall bulletin ninyo as freshers. And also your responsibility is to guide the competitions."- Paliwanag pa ni Prof. Deril. Hayst. Bakit ba kasi may mga ganito pa, para namang mga kinder garden ang iba diyan.

Kung bakit ba naman kasi ako napunta sa higher section na napakadaming responsibilidad at dapat gawin...tsk.." No worrys Ms. President is here to lead us. Diba? Ms. President?" - Haysst...isa pa itong si Darryl na nanahimik ako dito tapos biglang magpapabida dawit pa ako.

"Yes sir. I'll take the lead."- ani ko pa. Nagpalakpakan naman ang mga siraulong nasa loob ng room. Whatever. Nakonako.

"Okay that's good." - ani pa ni Prof.

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" As what the President decision, he declare that no one will go home early as if we're done cleaning and decorating our bulletin." - Paliwanag ng P. I. O. ng class na si Shella.

Nanlaki naman ang mata ni Darryl at tumingin sa akin. "Wha-what? Kailangan ko umuwi ng maaga may gagawin pa ako." - reklamo nito. Hmm. Akala ko ba-

"Sabi mo ako ang magle-lead kaya dapat kang sumama mamaya dahil kailangan ninyong buhatin yong mga gamit na nakatambak malapit sa bulletin board natin." - nakangiti kong sambit saka ibinaling ang tingin sa bintana.

Anu kaya ang nangyayari sa labas? Anu kaya ang pinagkakaguluhan ng mga studyante sa field? Anu ba ang mero'n? Napatingin naman ako sa mga kasama na nakadungaw na rin sa bintana.