What if I die? (TAGALOG)

na nakahiga sa sariling kama. I just woke up but I can already feel the cold

n? Is it really my fault that I become

nakaraan. Kung hindi ko ba pinag-sapilitan ang gusto

a ibaba ng bahay namin. I hurried out of my room and ran down from the stairs. As I finally got down, I s

so often, and I don't know where he goes. But still, I have a right to know,

don't know, but, every time I need to face and talk to him, I never lose the fear that was engulfing my whole system, it's always like this. Palaging nanghihina ang mga tuhod ko sa tuwing pi

e just removed the glasses he was wearing and gently rolled rubbed the b

didn't expect that, and didn't see it coming. Napako ang paningin ko sa sofa na nasa gilid ko, as I fought my back in tears. I could even barely open my mouth when I felt the heat and

a slap, Cia.

Ciara. Tama na ang pag-iy

my gaze up on him again and meeting his wicked,

e?" I averted my gaze as I heard him utter

this freaking mess?" He pointed out

the one w

pete sake, it's already afternoon, yet you haven't cooked any food, Ciara! Are you re

me out only if you want.' I wanted to open my mouth to speak for myself, but silence prevailed on me, because he has a

m so

a sumalampak ako sa sahig, pero hindi ko na ininda pa ang saki

bo at sunod-sunod na napalunok n

glit." I tried to stop him from leaving, but I was also immediate

is such a waste of time." He mum

t least prepare food for you before you come home." I tried to clear my voice when I asked him aga

that he was just forced to marry me.

leaving my house and try to outrun me." It was a cold response from him, before he was completely out of sight. B

s threatened me, but...

bitterly. He still cannot love me until now. He never once

lash

ars

It's been a month since we got married and moved into the same house, we got along well at first, but since he started drowning himself in alcoho

d na rin kita sa kwarto mo," I tried on reaching out f

t you fucking get that? Is it that

re not the only one who's having a hard time here," I pleaded.

s momentarily taken a

e scoffed as he averted his gaze on me. My vision was st

my life?" My heart seemed to pound

i mo mapansin?" He clicked h

marriage, though it's obvious to you that I don't like

tated my heart. I could feel the corner of my

o'n 'yung ting

u completely ruined

drunk," my lips quivered, forc

that you ruined my life? You didn't fucking know how much I'm damn wasted right now, b

cheeks. I knew that I was the only one who wanted it, b

ly jumped in when I heard him chuckling af

e asked sar

the time that I was about to propose to someone I loved. But what did you do? You were the one who forced your parents to continue the wedding, even though it's

I knew you loved someone else, but is it that bad to hope that there's still a chance for you to love me? I know I'm wrong, but that's the only way I had, s

sor

y, but that's the only word

on to lose the person I love." I felt his footsteps approaching

k, because no matter what you do, you're still the r