illicit love affair

I was in a panic when I heard that Ethan is back from overseas, I truly missed him but at the same time wish he had not returned. I know my life will never be the same once he is around.

Ethan and I were madly in love with each other, we can't do without each other. I loved him so much that even as a child we feel this butterflies within us , especially whenever we are together.

My name is Rena, Ethan and I were cousins his mother happens to be my mom's eldest sister,

Ethan lived with our grandma when he was younger because his mom was working abroad, with his dad.

The kind of job they do does not gave them enough time to take care of Ethan, so they send him home to stay with our grandma Ann.

The bond between us was enormous that it was obvious to those around us, that something was going on between us, but they thought nothing much about it because we were cousins, and so we cannot get married

Having affair with Ethan was considered an abomination in our Freetown community. He has tried so many times to convince me to elope with him and move to another part of the world where such a relationship is acceptable, but I declined because I am too afraid to take such risks with him.

To save us both from pain and anguish I decided to get married without his knowledge. I got married to the most handsome and powerful man in Freetown, Fredrick Douglas a billionaire and owner of EMINAT group of companies

I thought that getting married to another man will make Ethan change his mind and move on with his life but instead he left the town to Canada the moment he heard about my wedding through his younger sister Betty. He felt bad and left in anger. Ever since then no one have heard anything from him, until now I received a message from him from Whatsapp

It has been ten years ever since he left the country, but it just seems like yesterday to me. Every day I prayed to see him again. I felt so incomplete without him, I missed him every single day, most times I use to imagine my husband to be him before I could have good sex with him.

My marriage was blessed with two kids, yet I always desire Ethan in my arms. I was brought back to reality when my phone started ringing it was my younger sister Pammy, I picked up the phone

'Hello Pam' I said

'Sis how are you doing' she asked

'I'm fine and you? I said

'I'm fine. Sis Ethan is around ' she announced

' And he came to the house yesterday she continued

'What! He did? I clamor

'Yeah he said he is going to spend the weekend in your place' Pam said

'No way! I yelled

'Come on sis why are you behaving like this? He used to be your favorite cousin remember' Pammy said a little bit surprised.

'I know Pam but things have changed, I am married now he can't just bang into my house just like that I managed to defend myself

'Well if that's the case, you don't need to bother yourself. Ethan called your husband to inform him of his coming' Pam said

'He did what! I screamed again in a horror

He asked about your number mom gave him, he used his phone and told mom that your number wasn't going, he told mom if she can call your husband for him so that he will talk to you.

Mom use her phone and called your husband and inform him about Ethan. You know your husband, he talked with Ethan and they both agree that he will come over to spend the weekend with you guys' she concluded.

'No way Fred can't do that" I said

'But sis I thought you will be glad to see him'

She said

'Of course, I am but seriously one weekend is too long you know how Ethan can bully people around. I said. Making it look like it was all about his attitude and not something serious.

'Come on sis, you guys are adults, not kids, he can't bully you even if he bullies others and you know that. Anyways I just thought I should let you know, you know your husband, he might forget to tell you as usual and Ethan likes to give people surprise that's why I called. I will see you when I returned from my trip ok' she said

'Okay thanks bye' I said and hang up.