I love my brother

- Seyah -

“Seyah..... did you finish your homework? hm?” It was my brother Seth. Seth is a handsome guy, he had brown hair mixed with black same as my mother, his eyes were black. He possessed a good body with a good height, I’m sure he was almost six feet and two inches. Every girl in our school liked him. He was a gentle person and he was always quiet and calm and a genius. Urgh.....I really loved his attitude. I don’t know but I had some weird feelings for him. Urgh…

“Se..ya..h” I was pulled back to my senses by his voice. I looked at him and saw he was looking at me while raising his eyebrows.

“No.. I want you to teach me brother.” I said as I pulled him and made him sit next to me.

“You’re not that stupid Seyah... why suddenly?” Yeah I was good at maths but I wanted to be with him now.

“I don’t understand these things.” I said while looking at him. He was really handsome and he was smiling at me now. I don’t know if it's been a year since I started to feel this way. I knew that I’m in love with him. I just couldn’t get over that feeling. I looked at face and his thin lips. They were so sexy and I wanted to kiss him so badly but I forced myself to stay calm.

“Alright, let me teach you.” With that he took my pen and started to teach me. I didn’t hear anything I was just looking at him like a dumb woman. Suddenly I realized I was doing something wrong so I focused on what he was teaching me. After he was done teaching, he stood up to leave. I quickly grabbed his hand,

“Where are you going?” I asked him as he looked at me with a smile.

“Going to cook for you. What do you want to eat?” Yeah, I forgot that aunty Martha went to her home for a vacation today.

“Noodles with roast chicken.” I said as I remembered Seth’s cooking skills. It was so delicious. I can’t wait to eat his food.

“Okay... I’ll make it. Wash and come down.” He left the room with that. As soon as he went I entered the bathroom and looked at myself through the mirror. How did I fall in love with my own brother? I questioned myself. I hate to see him with other girls, I was just jealous. I don’t know how to forget this feeling. Shit. Then I thought about myself and I was really different from him. I had black hair, hazel eyes. I don’t know why...... actually I didn’t want to have the same features like him and I knew it was because of my feelings for him.

After I showered I changed into clothes and went down for dinner. I saw Seth had arranged everything. I quickly strode towards him and hugged him so tightly.

“Seyah....what’s wrong? Did something happen?” He looked at me with worried eyes, I knew he always cared about me but what’s wrong with me... why did I fall in love with him? He was my brother. Suddenly Seth hugged me back, I could feel his scent and I loved it so much.

“Seth...do you have someone you like?” I suddenly asked because I was just curious. He never had a girlfriend and he was never so close with girls so I was really curious and scared.

“Why do you suddenly ask? You never asked before.” Seth sat me down on the chair as he pulled another chair closer to me and he sat down on it. He had a beautiful smile on his face and I loved it so much but I was selfish and I didn’t want him to smile at girls except me.

“I want to know...can you tell me?” I really had a weird voice as I talked to him. I knew it was because I was scared. Urghh

“No I don’t have....” I sighed as soon as I heard ‘No’. Yaaayyyyy. Great, that’s what I wanted to hear and know.

“What’s the problem?” Seth asked me again as he raised his one eyebrow, he’s so cute when he did it.

“Nothing.” I looked away from him,