--- (PROLOGUE) (np: "Too Good at Goodbyes" by Sam Smith) -- You must think that I'm stupid. You must think that I'm a fool. You must think that I'm new to this, But I have seen this all before. -- "One-sided love. How painful is that? When you love someone who doesn't love you back? When you're the only one who loves? -- I'm never gonna let you close to me. Even though you mean the most to me. 'Cause every time I open up, it hurts. So I'm never gonna get too close to you. -- "How painful is it to be ignored? How foolish is love? How painful is it to beg for their love? -- Every time you hurt me, the less that I cry. And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry. -- "No matter how much I plead, why is there still nothing? Why don't you want me? Why does it hurt? Why, even though I know what kind of person you are, is it still you? -- And every time you walk out, the less I love you. Baby, we don't stand a chance. It's sad, but it's true. I'm way too good at goodbyes. -- "Why is it you, CLICK SACHIE ZALANDOMEZ? Why is it you, PSYCHO KILLER?? WHY IS IT YOU?? I'm SHANARRA VHIETRIZE LEE, and this is my miserable story."
*Shanarra's point of view*
Hi, I'm Shanarra Vhietrize Lee, 16 years old. I'm here at the bar with my friend Gidgette. How did we manage to get in at our young age? It's simple, we just walked in through the door.
Now we were enjoying the night. Gidgette got really wild when she got drunk.
When I started feeling a bit dizzy, I helped Gidgette, who was completely drunk, to leave. Her brother can be quite scary, but I love him.
As we arrived at her house, I hadn't even rung the doorbell when someone grabbed my arm and pushed me against the wall.
I could sense the intimidating aura of Gidgette's brother in the dim light.
Sachie: "Where did you two go? Are you really testing my patience? Do you want to experience hell again?"
*I got scared instantly. I've been in situations like this before, but it mostly happened at Click's condo because he didn't want us to let Gidgette know that we were in a relationship. Did we have one?*
I avoided eye contact, but he held me firmly by the chin.
Click: "Go to my condo, and I'll follow. Get ready for your punishment."
*Then he left to get Gidgette, who was asleep in the car. Shaking, I got into the car and headed to his condo. How did we end up in this situation? Let's flashback, author.*
In the condo, not even an hour after arriving, the door slammed shut. I closed my eyes in fear as he entered the room, approaching me, and choking me.
Sachie: "How many times do I have to tell you not to involve my sister in your escapades? You're dragging her into your promiscuity. Remember, Vhietrize, you asked for this, so brace yourself."
*He kissed me aggressively and pushed me onto the bed. He removed my clothes, and in one swift motion, I cried out.*
Shanarra: "Ahhhhh!! Please stop, Click. We came here because my sister is heartbroken, and I-- ahhhhh!"
*He didn't listen to me, and my body went numb from the repeated blows. After a while, he dragged me to a storage room and locked me in. Not again. I wanted this, right? I asked to be his slave so I could be with him because I love him.*
I cried while curled up on the floor, not just from the physical pain but also from the coldness of the storage room.
I don't know why, but my eyelids got heavier, and everything went black.
Chapter 1 Part 1
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Chapter 2 Part 2
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Chapter 3 Part 3
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Chapter 4 THE BATTLE**
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Chapter 5 He Rape Me
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Chapter 6 Her Lost
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Chapter 7 PREPARATION
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Chapter 8 The Rematch Pregnancy
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Chapter 9 THE FEELINGS
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Chapter 10 THE REMATCH
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Chapter 11 THE SWEET SIDE OF THE SUPREME**
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Chapter 12 NICE ONE SHANARRA**
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Chapter 13 THE ANGRY BESPARDS
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Chapter 14 THE EVIP PAST**
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Chapter 15 Being Cold
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Chapter 16 SPADE TO THE RESCUE**
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Chapter 17 THE REASONS!**
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Chapter 18 GOODBYES
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Chapter 19 MRS. SANDOVAL**
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Chapter 20 FLIRT SACHIE, DENIAL SHANARRA
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Chapter 21 CLICK SACHIE ZALANDOMEZ'S SEDUCING MOVES
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Chapter 22 HIDE AND SEEK... OF FEELINGS
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Chapter 23 TAKING CARE
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Chapter 24 YOU AND ME; BUT WE'RE NOT TOGETHER
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Chapter 25 FIGHT FOR NOTHING
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Chapter 26 NEW ROMANCE OR SECOND CHANCE
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Chapter 27 GUILTINESS
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Chapter 28 RUTHLESS
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Chapter 29 Revenge
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Chapter 30 ; THE PSYCHO SIDE
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Chapter 31 Choose
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Chapter 32 Prisoner
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Chapter 33 AFFAIR
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Chapter 34 HATRED
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Chapter 35 DANGER
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Chapter 36 GOODBYES
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Chapter 37 WAKING UP--
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Chapter 38 EPILOGUE 1--
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Chapter 39 **EPILOGUE 2 (SPECIAL CHAPTER)**
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