"There's nothing wrong with leaving you here, right?" Kieffer asked me, my boyfriend. We are here in school, we are in the garden area. And that's when I realized that my boyfriend doesn't really like me. "Of course." I said and smiled at him. "We don't always have to do everything together." I said again. "Yes," He simply said, before turning his back on me and going to his room. He is athletic and I am just a simple student here at Mehan University. I want to cry but I brace myself. After an hours, our class ended so I got ready to go home. "Babe, let's go." I heard the woman say when I got out of our room. I was surprised to see Kieffer with a woman and she was still wrapped around his arm. "We need to talk." He said to me and entered my room. I entered the room again and left the girl with him outside. "Alexis, let's have a contract." He said to me when I sat in the chair. "For what?" I asked him, I looked into his eyes and I could feel his cold look at me. He stood up before leaving me here dumbfounded, he went to the window and sighed. "When we're at school, consider me your schoolmate." He said to me and that's when tears started rolling down my cheeks. I know that this will really happen, but I didn't expect it to be now. "When we're at home, we'll only be boyfriends there." He said to me again, I knew he was serious about what he was saying so I didn't say anything and just looked at the floor. "It's okay, for you?" He asked me while turning his back to me. "Y-Yes." I stammered before leaving the room and running away. This is the day I can't stand. I hope it's just a dream and when I wake up, kieffer and I will be happy again.
Chapter 1 fight. My boyfriend
Chapter 1
"Another three points for Gonzales!" The man with the mic shouted.
I'm here in the school court, watching Kieffer Gonzales' fight. My boyfriend.
The buzzer is beep, meaning to say that the match is over. As usual, their kieffer team won again. Which is the athletes of the school, and kieffer is one of them.
In addition to being a basketball player, he is also a swimmer and once represented the school in the Olympics.
I'm still thinking about what he said yesterday. Yes, our relationship is only a force because of our parents. But I'm sure that kieffer loves me, not until now. Looks like he wants someone else.
"Aren't you going to see him?" Avi, my best friend, asked.
"He's talking to someone else." I said. I saw him while talking with the girl yesterday. It even wipes my boyfriend's sweat.
"The woman is flirting! Doesn't she know that you are her boyfriend?!" Avi said irritated.
I sighed heavily before standing up. I went to the bottom because our seats were high. I went to my boyfriend and Kieffer was surprised when I approached him.
"Gatorade." I said and handed him the blue gatorade. His favorite drink.
"Thanks." He simply promised and spoke to the woman again.
I left the court because I couldn't take the tension I was feeling anymore, Yes. I'm jealous, I didn't know this would happen. I never expected this to happen to us.
I went to the field, there was a bench there so I sat down and passed the time.
I didn't realize that my tears were falling, I was about to wipe them when suddenly someone spoke.
"Are you always going to cry?" Said the tall man next to me.
He handed me his handkerchief and smiled. His height, he is taller than me.
"Sometimes, fight. Don't let that become your weakness." He said to me before leaving.
I sighed and wiped the handkerchief I was holding. What the man said didn't sink in with me, so I'm just crazy about it.
My phone is vibrating so I took it and looked at it. I saw the name of kieffer in my screen. He was calling me.
"Where are you?" He said on the phone.
"On the field." I promise, his voice is still pleasant to the ear. It's like I get goosebumps every time I hear his voice.
"Go to the garden! Now!" He said to me and he ended the call.
I immediately went to the garden, I was surprised to see his serious face.
"How many times do I have to tell you that you can't talk to other men here!" He said to me.
I breath in and look at him. He seemed very angry, I think he saw our conversation with the man on the field.
"I didn't talk to him." I honestly said, I didn't talk to the man because I knew he would be angry with me.
"Liar! Liar!" He said to me.
He came to me and held my arm tightly. "I'll see you talking to that guy one more time, get ready for me!" He said before leaving.
I cried when he told me, I never thought he would do that. For the first time he hurt me, he is very different from my kieffer!
I cried as I felt the air around me. I was in pain. Very painful! I hope he at least thought about what he was saying. It's like I'm still the appearing player here!
"It's like you're crying.." Avi said when I sat in my chair.
"No, just went to bed." I made excuses because I didn't know what to say to him.
She nodded at me and focused on her cellphone. 10 minutes later our professor arrived.
I immediately took my phone when it vibrated, I hid my cp under the desk and opened the screen there. I smiled at my phone when I received the text anonymous.
There was no name, only a number. I smiled because the message was healing me in pain.
"Mr. Alexis Oracon!" Our professor shouted to the whole class.
"Don't tell me, you're talking while I'm discussing?" My prof added.
"Sorry, sir." I said and put my phone down and focused on the discussion.
I heard a laugh of avi while sir scolded me. That girl is really annoying! No fellowship!
After the class I prepared myself for going home. I'm going home today to my condo with kieffer because today is Friday.
"I go first." I said goodbye to avi and took my bag and put it on.
I was in the hallway when someone suddenly blocked me. I was surprised to see the girl with kieffer. She is in front of me, as if challenging her to a fight.
"What is your relationship with kieffer?" He asked me and I raised an eyebrow.
"Why?" I asked. "It's none of your business." I said and started walking again but I hadn't left when he suddenly pulled my black hair.
I faced her again, and now I'm angry! I composed myself first before I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Don't tell me, you're going to fight?" The woman said.
"Hypocrite!" I said loudly to the woman. "Kieffer and I don't care about you, it's a good thing I'm still ignoring your indecencies!" I'll add more.
"What?! You and my babe have a relationship?!" He said irritated.
"Yes," I simply said and smiled at him slightly.
He was about to wait for me when kieffer suddenly arrived. He held the woman's hand and calmed her down, while I was still standing and looking at them.
"Alexis, what is this mess?" Kieffer asked me.
I ignored him and just looked him in the eyes, he let go of our gaze and looked at the woman again.
"Don't mind him, he's just going crazy. We have no relationship with that! I'm not going to cut the gay!" Kieffer said that's what changed my life.
I never thought he would say that to me. Yes, im gay but no one in my life oppressed me! Even my parents, they don't care about my gender because they know it's my decision.
I just turned my back on them and walked again while my tears were falling. I went to the taxi station and delivered to our condo.
After 30 minutes I arrived at the condo. I immediately went straight to the room and cried, I cried heavily.
My day is always like this, I just cry! I stop crying when my phone vibrates, it's my mom.
I took a deep breath before answering the call. "Yes, mom?" I said on my phone.
"Where are you? Are you at the condo? Come here with Kieffer, we're having a family dinner." My mom said.
"Okay, mom." I said and hung up.
I don't know what to do, our relationship is not good right now. I was still in pain! Too much!
It's already 6pm when I stopped crying. Kieffer still hasn't come home, this is the family dinner and we need him there. Maybe our parents will say something. But it's okay for me if he can't go.
I sent him a message.
Me: I am here in our condo, my mom text me that there is going to be a family dinner.
After that I turned off my phone and fixed it myself. It's been a while since I last saw my parents.
"If kieffer doesn't come, I'll be alone." I said and sighed heavily.
I wear a white polo shirt partnered with pants. I also wore a cap because it was foggy outside. I also put powder on my face and lip tint.
When I got out of the room, I was very surprised that kieffer was there, he was also fixing himself.
I went to our mini kitchen and ignored him, for my 20 years living no one scolded me but him..
He made me trash to many people, isn't he already hurting me spiritually enough? I didn't like his attitude right now! The one who messaged me was right, I need to rest and feel my best.
"Are you done?" Kieffer broke the silence.
I nod at him even with my back turned, I wash my hands and dry them in our hand air.
I entered the room to get my things and after that came out. I went to the parking lot first because I didn't want to wait for him.
After a few minutes I saw him, he was wearing a polo with gucci design and partnered with jeans. He was also wearing a coat that you thought was cold.
I got into the car when he started the engine. I sat in the backseat because I didn't want to be next to him. This is me, and I know my worth!
Fuck you, kieffer!
"Why are you sitting there? Am I your driver?" He said to me and laughed softly.
I sighed and took my phone to distract myself. He started driving. The mansion is a bit far away, so it took a long time for the two of us in the car.
We don't use this car, because he doesn't want the students to think we live-in. He really didn't like me in the first place.
"Do you have menthol in there?" He asked me out of context.
"Nothing!" I said and focused myself on the phone.
I was scrolling through Instagram, I just stopped when he stopped driving.
I looked at him and saw that he was looking at me.
"Don't tell me, that you hate me?" Kieffer said.
"Excuse me, who doesn't get angry when they are scolded?" I fired back.
"Huh? So what I said hurt you?" He said and laughed a little more.
"Change the way you treat me at school. In private, we're in a relationship. But in public, we're just friends." He said.
"You know, I now regret why I agreed to be in a relationship with you!" I said and it was strong.
"I hope you asked me too, if it's okay with me." He fired back at me.
"Can you, if you don't want to be in this relationship anymore..just say it!" I said to him.
He didn't say what I said.
"I wish...I didn't meet you...I wish it was someone else..." I said while trying to avoid crying.
I can see in the side mirror that his eyes seem concerned about what I said, why is he concerned? or because he will be happy when I'm gone?
"Stop, Alexis!" He said to me and started driving again.
"Let's stop it!" I yelled at him.
"I do not want!" He said simply but his voice was high.
"Are you the only one who can make the decision here?" I asked him and he stopped there.
"Please, I'm tired of being hurt..already!" I said and my tears started coming out.
"No!" Kieffer said. "When I say I don't, I don't!" He said again and started the car quickly.
I cried in the backseat, that's where I took everything out. All the pain, sorrow, and fatigue, I cried during those times.
I want to be brave when facing him but my heart can't, I'm just like a fool who hopes for nothing!
After a few minutes we got out of the car, it's good that my crying was not obvious because if it was obvious, I would definitely cry in front of my parents who were with them.
We went to the kitchen because the dining table was there. When we arrived at the dining table, my family and Kieffer's family were already there.
"Is it traffic?" Kieffer's dad immediately opened up.
"It's a bit." Kieffer said before kissing his dad.
I sat next to mommy's chair, as usual kieffer was sitting next to me.
"I'm sure you have a lot to tell us." Kieffer's mom said.
If only you knew what is happening in our lives right now..
To Be Continued....
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