A highly expectations that the relationship will last until we die. But it's so sad the people we love most will hurt us the most by saying goodbye
Chapter 1 An Expected Goodbye
I felt so pain in my heart because he promise to love me with all sincerity.
Every single moment of my precious life
No matter how much fate would test my faith today and in other day,
I stand up and fight against any strife.
I know all along;
"It's okay..
I'll be okay.
Maybe not now but one day I will.
I don't want to be so hard on myself. I'm doing my best already.
I'm feeling so overwhelmed and exhausted. Maybe I feel like giving up everything all at once because I just had enough..
But I'm stronger than this.
I believe in my self even in this very painful situation.
In love I'll be torn between winning and losing
But I dont care anyway
I saw what has to be seen
Did all those things that must be done.
Told him everything that has to be said
And fought all my fears for the sake of winning.
My heart and soul choose to love him
And bravely shall I stand for my endless desires for him.
I know that it's still unbelievable for me up to this point,that , I am greatly loved him by me, but that's how I feel towards him, and even if it comes with tears and pains, I grasp it and I keep on loving him, like this. Even if he's not deserve to be loved, deeply and without question,
with this unstoppable madness.
That burns my soul from inside of me, only meant for him. And then easy for him to say goodbye it's really painful for me.
The most painful goodbye comes from someone you never want to lose. Sometimes, you meet someone that you will love so dearly and will make you feel as if you can never live without him. Life can be full of challenges, and some things can change as time passes, but you are just so sure deep in your heart that you want to be with that certain person no matter what challenges you encounter or where your life takes you. But some situations and some things will just never turn into something that you ever wanted. Some people are meant to come into your life to give you beautiful memories, unforgettable feelings, and worthy lessons. But it's hard to accept that some of them are just really not meant to stay, no matter how hard you try to force or convince them. At some point in your life, you will meet someone you never want to lose, but you'll be left with no other choice but to let go of him, even without trying to unlove him. Most goodbyes are really sad. But the most heartbreaking and life-changing goodbye will be the kind of farewell that you will receive from someone that you've prayed so hard to stay by your side forever. And now I learned some lesson to never get too attached to someone , because attachments leads to expectations , and expectations leads to disappointments. And that's how I felt. And the most painful ist it "No one knows how much effort I make so that sadness does not appear on my face, and this is more difficult than sadness itself." I always felt alone being with you
I always had that need being with you
I never really felt loved and wanted
In this so called relation which was true
So breaking up may seem to be tough
But it's the only choice I have for me and you
There was no true love in between
Will take time to get over this! And I had a time where there was joy
I also shared my sorrows with you
The love between both of us
Has followed a path which isn't true
It's difficult to part ways I know
I am feeling the same blow
The best thing is to break up our tie
This was not meant to be ever
From my side a final goodbye! I loved you I will not deny it
You were in my heart in the initial bit
But things did not work out as it should have
And now I don't regret anything in life
Breaking up won't be easy I understand
But someone has to move on with life
And I am just doing that in life
So be happy wherever you go,
We were never really destined. I am feeling sad you should know
I am feeling bad after staying with you
For so many years now
But in spite of making it ugly
Let's just end on a good note
Let us just go in the direction
Where you and I want to go
So it's a breakup from my side!
Goodbye from me to you. I do not remember that day when it started
I do not remember when it went this way
Love lost somewhere in between
And things I just could not say
There was no love in our nest
Life was bad in every test
So breaking up with you was the only easy way,
So that we both have our peace of mind.
I hope you understand that things were not working
For us, we fought on petty things
The problem grew so big that it is now hard to repair
The things further in life,
So, it's best for both of us to part ways
So that we can live our life peacefully
After this heartfelt breakup in life,
I wish you all the best. It's never too simple to mend a broken heart
You know that love was there from the start
But situations have caused this drift
Nothing can change this feeling so blue
I think I never really belong to you
Breaking up is surely tough,
But both of us will get over this some day
You are free now to choose your way,
Goodbye to you! It's tough to take a stand in life
It's tough to take a decision involving others
But looking at the problems that we are facing
Its best stay apart from one another
Yes it's simply not working out between you and me
In this so called marriage, there is nothing left to see
So I want to tell you a final goodbye,
Let things be as it may be!
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