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“Haven’t you made breakfast yet?” The beta screamed angrily at me.

“I just finished it Beta, I just need to put the plates out” I answered shakily.

“Fine! We’ll be waiting” he said before storming off.

‘What’s his problem? He always acts like that towards us!’ My wolf Lilac said in my head.

‘You know it’s because we’re the only omega. You think people would be excited to finally have one in the pack, but no they wanted to make sure I followed the traditional role of servant’ I replied to Lilac.

‘We just have to hold out for our mate, hopefully he is from a different pack’ Lilac sighed.

‘Well there is a ball that we have to cook for tomorrow… maybe there….’ I thought.

I grabbed the dishes and raced to set them out. I usually did the food buffet style because I didn’t have help, so it was easier this way. Usually the Alpha is the one asking about breakfast but he is on some sort of trip until the ball tomorrow.

‘At least Alpha is nicer than that jerk’ Lilac huffed. ‘He’ll be back tomorrow’ I replied to her with a smirk. The pack members at breakfast started putting food on their plates. I waited and watched, if I was lucky there would be leftovers so I would actually get to eat this morning…. Usually the pack members insisted that good food shouldn’t be wasted on someone of such a low rank and gave me the scraps from their plates. As a result of this I was a lot thinner than I should be, since they usually tried not to leave me anything… even though I started making larger portions.

“At least she won’t be at the ball other than to serve food” I heard one of the she wolves scoff.

“As if the Alpha would allow that! He ignores her for a reason” another chimed in.

“If you ask me he should have just kicked her out, having an omega makes us look weak” the beta said angrily.

‘What made them hate us Lilac?’ I asked for the millionth time.

‘It’s our rank.. I’m sorry that it’s like this for us’ Lilac whimpered.

‘It’s not your fault, I’m happy you’re my wolf’ I tried to encourage her and thankfully it worked.

I was broken from my thoughts when one of the glass plates came flying at me, crashing against my chest and shattering into little pieces. I was in too much shock to feel what had just happened, as I saw small trickles of blood coming through my dress. “Clean this mess up!” I heard one of the warriors say as the she wolves laughed at me.

The shock had worn off and I groaned in pain as I walked over to get the broom. I quickly swept up the glass as everyone started filing out of the room. I waited until they had all left before I started cleaning off the table and doing the dishes. I sighed, realizing that this was my nicest dress which was now ruined from the blood stains. ‘It will get better’ Lilac encouraged me as I put the last of the dishes away and headed to my room in the attic.

‘Hopefully they’ll be in a better mood tomorrow’ I grumbled to Lilac while trying to get the stains out of my dress. At least with Lilac I was able to heal fast enough that these cuts would be gone by tomorrow.