Facsimile My Alter Ego

The platinum band of the Patek Philippe glinted under the dim casino lights, a cruel star on the horizon of his wrist. It was the watch she was looking for, the one Ansel had described in his letters. The man wearing it turned, his silhouette sharp against the glittering chaos of the Bellagio, and her drugged, hopeful mind filled in the rest. "Ansel," she breathed, relief and something more potent flooding her veins. He didn't correct her. He simply smiled, a predator's smile, and led her away.

Later, in the sterile white of an emergency room, the fog cleared, and she saw the face of the stranger she had married, the man who had taken everything. The first thing she noticed, as a nurse stitched the torn skin of her thigh, was that he never once looked at her. He was on the phone, his voice cold iron, discussing the pre-nuptial agreement with his lawyer. That was three years ago.

The consommé had turned into a cold, gelatinous mirror, reflecting the hollow look in Carleigh's eyes. It was the third time the waiter had approached Table 4-the best table in Le Coucou, reserved months in advance-with that pitying tilt to his head.

"Madame Parker? Would you like me to clear this? Perhaps bring the dessert menu?"

Carleigh didn't look up at him. She stared at the empty chair across from her. The velvet upholstery was pristine, uncrushed by the weight of the man who was supposed to be sitting there. Three years. One thousand and ninety-five days of a contract that masqueraded as a marriage. Tonight was the anniversary.

"Clear it," Carleigh said. Her voice didn't shake. It was dry, like dead leaves scraping against pavement. "And bring the check."

Her phone, resting face down on the white tablecloth, vibrated. It wasn't a call. It was a news alert. She flipped it over. The screen illuminated the dim, romantic lighting of the restaurant with a harsh blue glare.

Page Six Exclusive: Kenton Parker skips billion-dollar merger gala. Spotted at Mount Sinai VIP wing with Principal Ballerina Blanca Donovan.

There was a photo. It was grainy, taken through a hospital window or from a distance, but the posture was unmistakable. Kenton was leaning over a hospital bed, his suit jacket off, his white shirt sleeves rolled up. His hand was brushing a stray hair from Blanca's forehead. His expression was etched with a raw, frantic worry Carleigh had never seen directed at her. Not even when she fell down the stairs at the Hamptons house last summer. He had just asked if the floor was scratched.

Carleigh felt a physical blow to her chest, a sharp contraction of her lungs that made inhaling difficult. But she didn't cry. The tears had dried up somewhere around month six of their marriage. Now, there was only a cold, clarifying numbness.

She picked up the check the waiter placed discreetly by her elbow. The total was obscene. She pulled a pen from her clutch-a Montblanc Kenton had given her as a "corporate gift" for Christmas-and signed the receipt. Under the tip line, she added a twenty-five percent gratuity.

Then, she reached for her left hand.

The diamond was heavy. Five carats, flawless, cold. It slid off her finger with a resistance that felt like a final, desperate cling. She placed it squarely in the center of the signed receipt. The platinum band made a dull thud against the leather folder.

Carleigh stood up. She smoothed the silk of her emerald dress, grabbed her clutch, and walked out. She didn't look back at the confused waiter or the empty chair.

Outside, the November wind in Manhattan was biting. It whipped her hair across her face. Usually, Hopkins, the family driver, would be idling at the curb. Tonight, she hadn't called him. She didn't want the Parker family crest on the door. She didn't want the surveillance.

She hailed a yellow cab. The backseat smelled of stale pine air freshener and old vinyl.

"Where to, lady?"

"The Plaza Hotel," Carleigh said.

She opened her clutch and pulled out the Centurion Card-the black titanium rectangle Kenton had given her on their wedding day. "For household expenses," he had said, not looking her in the eye. "Don't bother me with details."

He had never set a limit.