Beulah
nt to know why you did
ave honored me with
the following day, whe
out the s
ressed to your mother, and probably she forgot to m
red Vincent was as grum as a preacher all the evening, and when I asked him what on earth made him so surly and owlish, he said, 'It was too provoking you would
and Beulah fancied she looked very sad and abstracted.
ll you; and as for manners, I com
our excuse?" pe
o inclination to go to parties and dance when you
cried the heedless girl, and qu
he is the handsomest boy in the city, and promises to
proud lip
ll her other beaux, and that is great praise, coming
d angrily, as she answ
her beaux! It i
ith you, Anne will withdraw her claim," sneered Emily, happy in the opportunity
oice prevented, as, leaning from the platfo
rvant has just bro
ote and broke the seal with trembling fingers. Glancing over the con
r' has arrived at Amsterdam.
on her desk, and just
n Heaven, I
en accents, and they looked curiously
umstance. You knew him very well, I suppose?" said Cornelia, addressing herself to the orphan, and crumpling
blood come into her cheeks, and she ill bro
sked my father to send to the pu
nelia's gaze, and seemed to answ
ut she is so heedless that I scarcely believed he
incent, I am disposed to think. Don't be so inquisitive; it pains her,"
ous, I will warrant. At least, s
do," sai
vely, and turned off,
an see in such a homely, unpolished
aw the ashen hue that settled on her face, as if some pain
rous, too, and will repent her rudeness. She did not intend t
g back the locks of hair that had f
fessing to love Eugene I did not expect her to insult one whom
an only child, and her f
uld teach her to feel for the unfortunate
has such an effect upon the heart of i
. I discovered that pleasant truth s
. Do not call yourself unfortunate, so long as Dr. Hartwel
e of intense feeling, and a
very good," replied t
say of him?" The soft brown eyes
urned the orphan eagerly, while the conversation in th
for a moment, and then avertin
hich you should mention your benefactor." Beulah's in
know h
ery well indeed.
like him
y mu
some sorrow had called tears to the eyes,
nd he has been to me-me, the miserable, lonely orphan,"
oble heart; and, therefore, child, I say
gly. Later in the day, as she and Pauline were descending the steps, the door of the primary department of the school opened, and a little girl, clad in deep black, started up the same flight of steps. Seeing the two above, she leaned aga
d the thin face with passionate kisses; then heavy
ut her arms around my neck every night, and go to sleep close to me; and whenever she
dy," poor Beulah gro
ou all the time; and the evening they moved me into the next room she was asking for you. 'I want my sister Beulah! I want my Beulah!' was the last thing I heard her say; and when I crie
no more! She would not suffer my sister to know that I was waiting there on my knees to see her dear, angel face. That was long before you were tak
to soothe her, by winding her arms about her and kissing her repeatedly. Pauline had looked wonderingly o
your eyes and come home; those
sensitive nature shrank from observation, and, rising hastil
you again?" cried the la
mamma would n
-please, do! Beulah, you don't love me now, because
st come to see me. I cannot go to that house again. I
net over her fac
and see you!" cried Claudia, r
arge, brick house, out on the edge
o all the particulars of the orphan's early life; but the pale, fixed face gave no encouragement to question, and the
tle one any
n this world," answe
to elicit confidence. On entering the house, they encountere
'Morning Star' arrived safely at Amsterdam
near him, and an
I heard it
r bonnet, looked searchingly at the sorrow-stained fac
thought you would be very happy
Pauline, who stood swinging her sachel
ach other, and cried, and kissed, and-you never saw anything like it! I thought the child must be a very dear relation; bu
Beulah's hand, he led her into that quietest of all quiet places,
n, or I should have interfered, and carried you to her. I called to see Mr. and Mrs. Grayson last week, to remove the difficulties in the way of your intercourse with Claudia, but they were not at home.
e past; it will always be
rofessed to beli
p instantly,
sir.
harges you to 'forgive and love your enemies,' and here y
and, sinking down beside him, she laid
ible tells me it is very sinful; but I have been so miserable, I could not help h
ad, softly, reverently, as though he touched something ethereal. He little dreamed that, even then, that suffering heart was uplifted to the Throne of Grace,
as not Mrs. Grayson a pew in the most fashionable church? Did not Eugene tell you he saw her there, regularly, every Sunday? Professing Christianity, she injured you; rejecting it, he has g
as you please with yourself. I shall not be home to tea, so good-night." She look
onnet, and come down to the front door; I have nearly an hour yet, I se
anse of water, rippling, sparkling, glowing in the evening sunlight. Small sail boats, with their gleaming canvas, dotted the blue bosom of the bay; and the balmy breeze, fresh from the gulf, fluttered the bright pennons that floated
pect me; I am comi
of your engagement. But,
you of. Beulah, th
ward as he raised his hat, their eyes met. Both started vi
friend! I am truly g
pression of pleasure stole over her fac
what do you
charmingly," answered
ul
hen I was at the
ng part of the
entertainment. Look to it, Guy, that she is present. But I am fatigued with my unusual exercise, and must return home. Good-by, Beulah; shake hands. I am going immediately to my room, Guy; so come as soon as you can." He rode slowly on, while Dr. Hartwell shook the reins, and
e ill
is yet quite feebl
t he spoke to me one evening some
n a visit occasionally. Much of his life has been sp
ouds cast their shifting shadows on its bosom; and, forgetting everythi
d, approached his home. Beulah longed to speak to him of what was pressing on her heart; but, glancing at his countenance to see whether it was an auspi
home; I have not
ng up at him as he rose to adjust so
y ride. I have not had such a pleasu
ary, child. I am g
hout looking at her. But she put her hand on the
ou come home? I want to ask you something." Her face
ome to-night. Can't you tell me
t detain you." She opened the gate and entered the yard. Dr. Har
aiting for me. Of course the stu
voir, and, taking off her bonnet, gave unrestrained license to her wandering thoughts. Wherever her eyes turned, verdure, flowers, statuary met her gaze; the air was laden with the spicy fragrance of jasmines, and the low, musical babble of the fountain had something very soothing in its sound. With her keen appreciation of beauty, there was nothing needed to enhance her enjoyment; and she ceased to remember her sorrows. Before long, however, she was startled by the sight of sev
ooks all the flowers himself. I often tell him I am jealous of
s him such a recluse! Why doesn't he visit more? He neglects us shamefully! He is such a favorite in society too; only I believe everybody is rather afraid of him. I shall make a most desperate effort to charm him so soon as an opportunity offers. Don't tell him I said so though-'forewarne
the book of fate is written the decree that he shall not marry again. Take care, you are tearing your lace point on that
me! Why, you look as unsociable as
de no attempt to approach her. Mrs. Chilton smiled, and, claspin
opportunity offered of placing her in a respectable home. I have teased him unmercifully about this display of t
n. I thought I would ask you about it. Mother here declared that she knew it could not be so; but
of charity, and Guy brought her here to keep her from
effect an escape without attracting the attention she so earnestly desired to be spared, and therefore kept her seat. Every word of the conversation, which had been carried on in anything but a subdued tone, reached her, and though the head was unbowed as if she had heard nothing, her face was dyed with shame. Her heart throbbed violently, and as the word
eep out of sight?-answer me!" She spoke with the infl
ed me a moment since; nor will I answer questions a
do you propose to help yourself?" answered M
very unhappy; not because I needed food or clothes, as you asserted just now, and as you knew was untrue. Madam, I have known, ever since my recovery, that you hated me, and I scorn to accept bounty, nay, even a shelter, where I am so unwelcome. I have never dreamed of occupying the place you covet for Pauline. I intended to accept Dr. Hartwell's kindness, so far as receiving an education, which would enable me to support myself
ut perfectly conscious that her brother would accept no explanation or palliation of the girl's departure at this juncture, and that she and Pauline would soon follow her from the house, she felt that her own interest demanded the orphan's presence for a season. Nearly blinded by tears of indig
and adopted child was too preposterous to be entertained, and you can see the absurdity yourself; but so long as you understand matters properly, and merely desire to receive educational advantages, of course you can and will remain. I do not wish this to go a
not at all afraid of poisonous thin
ch had fallen on the grass at her feet, and, fixing her eyes
ulted. You need not seek to detain me. Take your hand off my arm. I am going now; the sooner, the better. I understand, madam, your brother will not countenance your cruelty, and y
ere compressed till they grew purple. Clin
and don't make a fool of yourself. In future I shall not concern myself about you, if you take root at the front d
he words whispered during her illness, and the offer of assistance when she "got into trouble," as Harriet phrased it; but, dreading to meet Mrs. Chilton again, she hurried down the hall, and left the house. The friendly stars looked kindly down upon the orphan, as she crossed the common, and proceeded toward the asylum, and raising her eyes to the jeweled dome, the solemn beauty of the night hushed the wild tumult in her heart, and she seemed to hear the words pronounced from the skyey depths: "Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end." Gradually, the results of the step she had taken obtruded themselves before her, and with a keen pang of pain and grief came the thought, "What will Dr. Hartwell think of me?" All his kindness during the time she had passed beneath his roof-his genial tones; his soft, caressing touch on her head; his rare, but gentle smile; his constant care for her comfort and happiness-all rushed like lightning over her mind, and made the hot tears gush over her face. Mrs. Chilton would, of course, offer him some plausible solution of her sudden departure. He would think her ungrateful, and grow indifferent to her welfare or fate. Yet hope whispered, "He will s
you!" As she kissed her white cheeks, Beu
quiet little room, and took the bundle and the antiquated bonnet, which
u until I can get a place somewhere? Th
ll? Here I have been, ever since I heard it from some of the managers, thinking how lucky it was for you, a
ugh of what had transpired to explain her leaving her ad
it was your duty to have told him so, and then decided as to what course you would take. Don't be hurt, child, if I tell you you are too proud. Poverty and pride make a bitter lot in this world; and take care you don't let y
er, and has a claim on him. I have none. She expects Pauline to inherit his fortune, and could not bear to think of his adopting me. I don't wonder at that so much. But she need not have been so cruel, so insulting. I don't want his money, or his
even if he did, he will not suppose you were actuated by any such Christian
but how can I support myself in the meantime? Eighteen dollars would not board me long, and, besides, I shall have to b
gin before autumn, and what could you do until then? No, I will just inform
, and your doing it would amount to the same thing. I would not be the means
arth possessed you to p
e house (for Dr. Hartwell's disposition is a secret to no one who has lived in his home), and I wished to show her that I told
ing dependent on anyone. But he will n
would filled her min
use to fret over what
but I don't see an
in sewing? Perhaps the ma
oon kill you, to have t
an you think," answered the
ild; but don't fret about it any more to-night. Come, get some supper, and then go to s
never will speak of what I have told you re
will mention it, since you pre
ot be banished; and, unable to sleep, Beulah tossed restlessly on her pillow