I Love You, Perrine

y Ed Sheeran’ started playing

esign of the church was even more beautiful because of the red carpet, colour

e one. The first touch of my skin on his skin, I felt different from him. I just sa

ld melt in about three seconds when he looked at me and when he smile

thful to him in good times and in bad, in sickness and in hea

, I

someone you just met for the first time? My answer

ful to her in good times and in bad, in sickness and in heal

earful answer

of the church and answered the call of my friend,

ed to smile even thou

” Gaira ask me

to calm myself and not cr

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eturn!” It's no longer Gaira, it’s Jhiezhl a

plala–Cariaga, w

to hear that my last name is already att

ere are you? We are waiting you here at

d angry with one of my best friends, Gaira, which I shouldn’t be. I can’t help but b

’m a little tired.

aira, and maybe I will slap her

tired on their honeymoon

Perrine.” Gaira was also teasing me.

y, I have to go. Bye.” I

slapped the steering wheel to poured out all the pain I feel

’t have the slightest feelings for me, other

t home. When I enter in our house I saw my husband in the living room holding a b

Husband. “You’re drunk

s eyes are already red also

cheeks, and he looked at me. “I l

ygash! Does this mean that h

ot that I married the best friend of

time my tears flowed. A few minutes p

ock. I knock a few times on our bedroom door, but my Husband still wouldn’t open it. It

oom, I immediately lay down. On

ant to get married because of the idea of the arranged marriage, but when I saw wh

ows. Pierce his nose and smooth his face. He has a deep voice and a good smell of perfume. The man I dream of

re about to

stop if I will not go. I didn’t agree. He’s my dream man. But, he

Gaira. He wanted to end our marriage during those

uin our wedding. Because no matter what happens and for wha

y happy, what they didn’t know was my Husband left me

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he will also learn to love me. Not like how he love my

* * * * * *

I said to my Husband wh

.” My Husband replied

o you smell of alcohol

wh

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kmat

, it was as if my tears were alread

st simply

e. Use your damn common-sense!” My husband answe

looked at the dish I cook for my husband. Well, I think it’s bette

th my husband, not even to be with him all day. He still doesn’t t

n the table. I will ju

aundry for tomorrow. I stopped fixing my Husband’s dirty clothes when

room, I approached him. “Wha

sleeve.” He si

red li

nd looked at what I was referring to. “This i

d lipstick! Do you ha

Of cour

lipstick?” I coul

ing. Will you stop

hard to b

g and then went down. Before opening the door I took a

I saw a woman whose fa

’m in a hurry, is your

u need from

from her bag. The wrist wat

earlier. Can you give

watch I gave to my Husband on his last

quickly caught up with the woman in fr

d my Husband shou

when my husband too

here?!” My husb

want to give you this watch.” The woman s

mess. Let’s talk tomorrow.” My husba

e woman, my Husb

hat?!” He s

who’s that? And for the record she has your

uddenly pulled he

ou something

sking me like

swer my

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I not a good wife to you? Is somethi

No.

ven try to love me or accept m

to tell you that there’s n

lling me inside. You know what? In the past three years with you? I just want to hear with you or say with me, I Love You, Perrine. But you never or try to said me that. I really don’t know why I’m still inlove with you. You did nothi

ght to my car and quickly got in and started the car engine. I was

going? Open this damn

to him and still

ath then let out

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hurt me emotionally. Pitying, kneeling, being a good wife just so my Hu

phone when my Husb

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so much, Re

for loving you, I w