Who to choose: Lover or love?

k my number when we left and promised to call when he gets home. And I don't thi

s. And I'm still struggling to fall asleep, since Luke and all the insecurities does not want to

r said something during dinner. But after dinner everything was also fine, I mean he took my hand again an

inutes before he appeared I was still crying about Xavier and now all I can think about is Luke. Which is stupid,

's useless now to go to sleep so I'll just go down for a s

after a few laps I ca

mn, A

hell is t

et out of the pool

in a haste scaring the shit out of me because when she is

and we need to leave half past 8 and it's not like you are

m now. I will be dow

" She says with hands on th

arly in the morning. So I just go up to my room

hours

to receive my diploma. I walked up the stairs, recei

ures. I was standing with my parents when I looked up and saw Xavier standing looking and I wish I knew what he was

nd I'm struggling to keep to tears all in. I wish I could run away but my feet are g

tum

say with a

ke it and it takes me a few seconds to decid

know you will make a

nk y

something else Lily

n looking for you everywher

I know her surprises al

lo,

ee you there. What

say congratula

that was necessary since you and Autum

ry so save the situation b

Autumn. I'm

because she is being s

od to see you X

le to loud out of sho

te you, so since it's done I don't see

or everything. Anyway it was good to see you and you look gorgeous today." And with that he left

ee Lily's arms around my waist hugging me from behind. So I put my arms on

e you,

you too

ipes my face and smiles at me as she takes me in her arms again

a day of only joy. So look

t you and you

y n

ends up be

present befor

at the theatre near us for tomorrow night, with a dress and a reservatio

g part of all of this is, who the hell is joining m