MISLED: My heart didn't know

him as if compelled

d an elevator. He punched the elevator's button, putting in some numbers, but

o whatever floor we were to go to. These few seconds were the most excru

ure as a good mother would, she was warm I noted. Her skin was so pale it contrasted with the hospita

trying my possible best to not shed a tear. Unfortunately for me, a tear unknow

and I knew for sure that she was going to be awake soon. I turned to appreciate the secu

ed, but she looked dead. If not for the fact that she just called me, I'd have said she died with her eyes

gotten to

careless to not

ile yet I didn't notice the

way my Jackie looked because o

ther, you don't deserve t

ause of all

ve in with Val as they both conniv

ed to see Jackie every single day; may

rself t

h were the major cause of this. They both knew the financial situation of t

how to make baby-taste food that is edible for adults but no, they both rejected the f

l one day grow into an adult like us, I'm sure it would un

's some doll or dog. It wasn't as if Kirsten didn't know the sex of the

ue and hot spices were harmful to the body es

b, breathe,

aced with panic as she calls out

weetest motherly voice I could muster. I do

ked at me with pleading eyes

on on someone, on something, on anything. I wanted to yell about the messed-up home she came from

she couldn't have known what was in stock for her the day the sperm

her if I take my anger out on

nd Kirsten is so strong that I would automatical

al mother, and Dylan is her uncle but she isn't aware. In all th

ad thinking about the pros and cons of giving her an answer wi

k at the security guard as I

ound and her outfit, I confirmed her to be a staff in the hospital so I didn't waste any more time before asking her about the direction doctor's office. She looke

direction, she gave me. On reaching there, I knocked and wai

eted him once I was

d voice. I tried to focus on my purpose of coming here

of one Miss Jayceline Darren?"

e bridge of his nose. Shoot! I forgot to inquire from the security guard about the name wi

ity flashes through his eyes. I asked about her di

ly you'll follow all the ins

he doctor started talking and listing out a variety of things I'd need to do. He suddenly stoppe

I am not the real mother o

please tell me what

sy." The doctor s

that blimey father of hers, I am enough for her, no I should be enough for her. Hec

thud–the wooden frame hit the wall–just at t

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the doctor's off