burning templation

that's exact

at jewel shining on your fe

tuation, thank you for putting so much faith in m

ing that if you need any thing

ted to ache w

ld and could not tell her about the large mass growing in my brain, or the possibility of not being in this world for the next fe

e looked me in the eye,

ight. - I don't want talk about my life n

lways a cup

sixty meters divided into bedroom, living room and kitchen, and m

et some a glass of water to help swallow the pills. my aches and pains

seconds during a severe crisis and had spe

medicine and we

p and that's why I spent a good Sunday afternoon sleeping. I used that day to

ant from the timenormal and I used the rest of the a

g that helped me clea

at It made me forget even where I was. The hours passed and I

nist. I followed the rehearsals, but only presenting if someone was unavailable. I onl

solo or anything, but there was shown that i

er that day, nor did I

rom across

looked out the window for the day that had not yet

, the fourth important day and the other three a

I was only spending a mountain of money to be told one

nd all I had managed to collect in the last few

nd buying food wi

d no idea how to pay My appointment was a

I took the subway and felt Anxiety takes over

ared of my recurrent m

s awestruck by the richness of that environme

d to do more queries. The receptionist gave m

ple. It was an environment common with som

to remain calm, and then I heard

as very different from w

han forty. I swore that I would fnd someone

ssion and received me

e a few questions about how I felt and I replied by talking about each of the symptoms I've

just reasonably l

way, they they had just looked at the exams

Patterson, b

s, so I'd like you not to be scared by what I'm going to say.

Y

t did they

e. It's already too s

my exams on the table and

s Sull

please ca

rprised, but

Your tumor, from what I can see, grows every day. your symptoms indicate a serious progression of your state of health. the tumor is locat

m t

t him, feeling his chest hold tight. He must have seen t

y few treatments for a brain tumor like its in such an advanced state. Surgeries are often f

t of the drawer and he went ba

last years. We basically prepare your body with injections.

effects. But she will allow me to have a greater chanc

have a chance? - I asked trembling

ect candidate, Kate. B

in your surgery. The place in which your tumor

ve the entire cancerous ma

ghly p

ow h

six cases. We had two deaths and all other

ed without having I wasn't sure I really wanted to hea

memory. Those are the ones that happened. Everything is new, no we can be sure exac

ame out a l

't operate there is nothi

ition to hoping to succeed survive, am

octor. Patterson looked incredibly aware of

lf together after

d on my mind day and night. - I came for that... All the other doctors told me that I was going t

hould choose between dying or living

When did you wake up morning, wh

- I was

ere the chances you were gi

s said it was inoperable and

ou eighty perce

g your life, you can think about what you want eat in a month, where do you want to travel in

can be wherever you want, swimming on some beach, wel

a while and the doctor ke

after the attack of tears. Would this be a normal day in

ed to treat. To make it easier for my patients, I perform the surgeries totally pro bono, but my team, the hospital and the drugs used ne

lyzed by wh

I can't put all of this to

from medical university of chicago. I will do anything to get

make it look so easy... I n

en they may be outdated. We need to do one more to ensure how your tumor is

me a few months, look I ca

your blurred vision

umor is growing out of contro

a cold sweat l

ospital so we can do the exams and fll out all

of medication and th

n this

you, doct

the door. I left, but not be