burning templation

he ofce

at down not knowing exactly

ing to help me know that eve

o longer here. Maybe because of that, without rea

he tombstones in a futile

. So united, so much love that nothing s

rew up with my mother and my brother, with a

espite the pain. A few years later, it was the turn of war take my brother

little sister". That's what he

but moments like this reminded me that nothi

r me. I don't know if I ca

like this. I was the last Sullivan that left, I would not leave the world without leaving my mar

ed right

stop was

million pieces of data and asked me the same questions. I felt so bored

aw red in this time. I applied for a loan and was told I was a "risk" and that wouldn't get one. So I tried a mortg

s not allow us to a

drama – I'm sick. If you don't get the loan, don't I can pay for the surgery, and i

't do that. if your life finances were mo

're saying fuc

you're b

e, dammit! I'll be

please c

of loan I can take out

file and information about your hea

n't thought about it before to come here. My option was to sell the house, but I would depe

reti

d stay positive. There was one more thing

e lunch and I had rehearsal with the orchestra in a few hours

e scheduled to inspect the ho

was so m

sal and received a scoldi

ed from everything that was happening to me. With each note that the maestro

home. Susan,the real estate agent soon ran

the house was great, but war

d some clients in mind and that I would send

n the couch, tired. I thought about everything that day had been and tried not

up losing sleep yet againtime and s

er showering and got re

ange juice. Lucky day! my stomach felt as hopeful as I am and held up some sor

er ringing the doorbell, but she didn't come, she must have been sleeping

ty c

I would not go to the of

e reason for being there, I was given instructions to find my doctor. the read

et with Dr

once more with a

to today? - He said while he made a sign

ually. But I'm feeling so

some recipes. I would like to change some

the medications you're on taking at the moment that help to control the other symptoms, but let's just

nk you

u nauseous and drowsy. Fever is uncommon, but it might happen. So don't despair if a

. The tumor will fight the drugs, but

to keep th

and soon after you

t today you just feel tired after d

xam room and I braced

dure. That tube could b

me to the room where I

t time, so don't get used to it so much with the VIP treatment. - He said laughing, I laugh

rgery. I plan to book her for four weeks, five at the most, d

ry pork fund cent with the university, but th

y risky procedure and the a

rrange this. - I think I said th

of the needle in his hands. One bright yellow liquid glistened in the huge syringe. I continued with my eyes closed, imagining the beach I'd be lo