Love in bed
t my stuff on the seat and was a
t's why you're in the
nk that he wants to be ne
mokok lookin
go. Is one of his three pers
er in HBLE? In their meeting? Or
he door. I walked closer to the f
ere silent until we got home. I even f
hen Ethan got the c
ack. After I got my things, I went straight into the house. I felt tha
n to me so I won't pay
ediately. What is there, if he has a problem?
key to having a healthy relations
il
m. Because of the weight I was carrying, I couldn't return h
for Lily for a long time. I told y
Ethan clinging to me. He t
Aunty," h
odded. "Let
room first, Ma.
at they had to say a
o my bed. I put my things there. I
I was just sitting on the bed when there was a kn
king to see who was shouting. But what I have in mind
om without warning. I was like the wind he just passed through. I
ig. But now that I saw him sitting there, my
f him. He looked up at me innocen
s. I don't like that we don't work together and avoid each other. You know tha
or bad fight. It's just a one-day
I fell asleep early. The next day I apologized to h
e doesn't answer calls either. Until it lasted for thre
since I can't visit him in their dorm. So I constantly
I was just hurt that he could tolerate me for so long. As for me,
g me 'baby'. we are fine. It was as if nothing had happened. So I was
ve paid attention to me if I
ay again. I love him that much. Sometimes, he teases me about that video
ting in their dorm like that. You know how sad you are? Because you
Gamer, he said he only played games for the past thr
wo of us. It is said that I am the one at fault, so I should be the o
m him. He sent flowers and even cooked my fa
ng down right away," I trie
started to smirk,
away. I tasted more bec
you
lking voice on me. See? He very knew me, how to g
ith you,
ery time? You never fail to put butterflies inside my stomach. To fly a
Then later on, my annoyance will fa
" I an
e? On how I acted earlier?" I didn't answer
e pulled me c
ghs. His hands were wrapped ar
You want to know w
e cat. He is hypnotizing me.
ng that I can't control. Remember the day that I trapped you at the
earlier because he was jealous? And did
urprised lo
e said he was jealous in
y hands. He held it and brought it to his lips. H
sible things to happen plays inside my head. Like, what if you f
t me?" I interrupte
iously. "Those bastards ar
what bothers him so he ignor
ke then, he suddenly confe
n Gavyn approaching me so he a
e only one, when we
't pay attention to me. He was talking to other
t's why I'm annoyed by hi
with the intensity of jealousy y
His cousin who has a child now. I have neve
he Philippines. He i
s cheeks and looked s
ove
lips. Our lips met for ten seconds before I pull
om his confinement to me. I walked away from
ady there? You're
his lips as he approached me. He put his hand on both sides, holding
s that I just felt that our lips were moving together. My hand
ent down my chest. When he touc
cause he put his hand in m
. While he was doing that, his hand con
ry because of wh
.. hm
when Ethan stuck himself to me. I felt something hard stabbing
allo
of kissing is fast and aggressive. B
ast. Our foreheads are touching. I let go of the sleeve of his clo
inside my clothes, it w
e mine is the same. The lump in his neck moved due to swallowing.
as if he had run a few meters. I could feel the speed
because the bulge in his mid
I whispered.
say. Shame and wilderness lead
.." h
somet-thin
e back. Let's hug for a m
you s
ing through a lot of trouble in his life
I know my limitations. I'm okay with just making out or to just kiss y
gged him back.
ter. "I'll miss y
eat, Mama was gone. Sister Sally said that Mama ate first
room. I fixed Mama's blanket and ki
n my room. In his tigh
tap on my shoulder. I
to me. I rubbed my e
ng to be la
om. Then I went out to get dressed. I saw Ethan sitting on my
o get dressed. I sat down in front of my vanity chair. I combed my h
ace was frowning. "Why?
his hea
? It's like heaven and ear
"You're still able to laugh, huh? Well, this is our last day together, a
not possible baby. You have to come in an
ach other, it's still hard. How can it be now? I'm not used to not being with you or talking to you. I
he said. I just hug
e was going to r
Because maybe later, this will be the last day I will see him.
second that will pass by.
into his eyes before I kissed him
ther longer, I won't
l, he's not literally leaving. But that seems to be the case. The o
ss his sadness, what he
go with him,
," I sincer
me for our
love you so much," h
seen Ethan
to talk three times. They are not allowed
to talk properly. Sometimes, he calls me when I'm about to
a day or hour went by
f the day hastened. For the next time I wa
because I told them that Ethan had rehearsals.
mpany rehearsing. Case in point, they are rehearsing at the venu
sleeping there too.
is.
o Gavyn wh
ro have decreased. Apparently, he is like that only on select days. Th
efer the way h
es
e," he said and tur
s office. It wasn't very busy in the kitchen because it was just afte
hey are done with work, they will have a place to s
de. I like them, unlike when I was in an
se the five of us are the first
ice door closed, I grab
He had a little something on
working on beverages was
lowed. "I gu
avyn pl
vyn
sserts. So I want to know if you can handle making desser
nd I thank you'? Tha
the main dishes. What I learned is more appropriate bec
ging. the palm
er making the
up questions? Is it defense? Oh! I haven
, you're our roommate,
riend I will be caught as a cheat on
se? It's Ethan! I laughed in my mind. I
I said. Isn't that right? Isn't it obvious t
! So this Ch
ign you to the kitch
ay.
le to get dressed. It's Anne's birthday today,
s and button down. I took the paper
fumes. Because I can't thi
over again. But is he still choosy?
e with the birthday o
front of him. I also put the gif
ppy bir
table. "I bet you're still really distract
n just give it back to me.
ke! But th
s of the paper bag and immediately looked at his lips
m. I posted it on my IG stories, yours on my pe
lphone down when I receiv
n: h
y to him but anothe
t to call you b
me once you'r
miss Anne happ
eful going ho
love yo
one with th
e with Anne for dinner I
: I love
my sling bag. "Happy
hanks. You can greet me but
lucky to be greeted by an idol
ordered expensive ones. It's only free once so I made the most
er. Also tell si
nne. "Thank you for the dinner too.
I can't eat anything from my beau
mbrace. I opened my bag
ch do y
his arms. "Five million is fin
lready took my son from me, and you'r
e the of
ule. Because it was his birthday, I took him here. I hugged him again before saying g
the bag I used behind the door. I went
om when my cell phone rang. I t
el
ed his line s
th
mm
lieved.
the tiredness was
poor," then I ent
ere's nothing wrong with what I'm doing, right? It's not ob
st clean my body. But because I wanted t
s are short and I can't sleep proper
maybe you should stop thinkin
he only cure for this is to se
a we
What's
d. I picked it up and put it back in the co
e you in th
idn't answer. I sped up t
all I'll call you back on
d. I am ashamed of myself. Later what will Ethan thin
night routine. He answ
you d
rry I didn'
way, where did you
conversation, I brea
You moving me into the kitchen and