Give me time.

mily, exes, and dreams. I was honest and let him know I never had a boyfriend and at first it was hard to believe because he said I was too pretty and

ably because I had no firm knowledge about any of it and I failed to realize that before someone becomes your partner, they should be honest as humans first. Time went by and a bond was formed. I always knew he liked

luded I was gonna turn him down, which I blatantly did, in the nicest way possible. Nigga acted like it was okay at first and all I got was a "I can't force you so it cool" his reply broke my heart I'm Ngl, because i had start

and think about it. I knew very well that his friend liked me but I also knew the story of how he wasted that girl's time and emotions. I was in love at that point and I already broke 2 hearts by turning him down the first time and I couldn't do it again. This brings us to the text I sent to him afterwards, the text which started all of this, the text that wasn't so defined yet crea

....sigh. Couldn't even inform my siblings because one of them warned me to slow things down. She told me to observe and study him coz he was young. I honestly never wanted to go against her but as life would have it, I ended up in that not-so-bad situation. I remember him being such a baby and how we argued about who loved each other more.....now I can't help but ask..."was it really him or me?"

always fair

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ne which made me bitter about relationships. I had my sexuality questioned and I had to answer to different rumors which bothered me alot. Now I wonder....I ce

d home and the only thing on your mind at that time would be to either find a way to watch it completely or create your own ending. You couId come up with your own storyline but what matters