The love you give
E
p, and the lighting is blinding. My head
is
h a smile on my face. what does o
, grabbing a bottle of water and aspi
ome cleaning
h of condolence messages and missed calls from John. I met him last semester, he is a very cute guy with a nice smile. I
ing my virginity, I have never liked John in that sort of w
ng to reach you, are you okay?". I laugh, I don't know how I manage
oung man. I never told anyone about my
und the alarm when I don't. I am not upset; I know she felt
to have sex with one. I need to speak to Eva she is everything I a
I need you to, I mean, I won't be in school for a while." That sounded so much better. I almost jump out of
king on the door becomes more aggressive. I say my goodbyes to John running downstairs.
to scream my lungs out,
ready to put a bullet thr
s inside, turning around
g Eva, she never gives up easily. After what feels like forever I give up and place my face on her chest. Eva is taller than I am, and
you have mixed feelings right now. but she was y
d, I don't miss her, but I am somewhat glad that she isn
posed to survive alone?" I look at her and ask the first question bugging me since I
to know that I am not alone. "I am sorry Aella, but I am glad she is gone, those things she
ey never got to do before. what would you li
e she hated those things." Hav
That, I can make happen right now." S
***
a black tight-fitted gown, I almost had a heart attack seeing the scandalous dress. My curly red hair was straightened and wrapped into a bun. This dress has Mama turning and screaming in hell, it clings to my every cur
e are stopped at the gate, b
ld scary man smiles
o you kn
replies smiling. "Drink?" She p
arrives almost immediately with a drink
nk f
of saltiness and bitterness, with a whisper of robust olive
"It's a dirty martin
feels like a slow waltz, the floor surprisingly shifting. In my bl
ks at me, and I nod my head in approval. I want her to have fun, not babysit me. I don't complain when a fat guy starts t
ps on my ear, I feel something wet, and I know it is his tongu