Future Space Adventures

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ind link device I realized how much I need to rest, how tired I truly am deep to the bone tired, but also so sick of living in a dream world. I wa

Won't feel any of it" I whispered in a yawn. "It takes two days to awaken and the aftercare drink has a strong

nd me. I don't deal with loss well. I'm going to get lost in space for a long ti

can't wait to go. I need to be alone but I also need purpose, I am mocked by my grief everywhere I

a brand new ship and I will be a very rich woman working with Spacexplor. The biggest and the best. My advance bonus for a long contract is huge. I have been given a large luxurious space craft that is mine free and clear. I went shopping for things I will miss and now I can't wait to go.I

slowly and fell back into a deep

n a craft that was built for business and comfort. My own personal space mansion

. " This room is perfect. You only get this kind of ship if you sign a long contract in deep uncharted

need to wake up in front of me in the beds control panel . " I have to ge

ight up quickly and became very alert. I was reading the control panel constantly I realized. Looking away finally I rose from the

. I never had to scrub anything in my life but I also know what it is to get dirty and tired." I laughed at myself again and said" me in my golden palace " aloud grinning from ear to ear."I deserve it", I said resolutely. I calmed as I ent

it was styled into a half up half down braided ponytail.My bright red hair glittered in the soft light, it hung down To my thighs. "Because I will be alone so much my clothing choices are very self indulgent". I look

ion I experience. The data is valuable." I rubbed my hands together As I moved into the

or a long time at the stars and Oasis 5. " I'm scheduled to go down to Oasis tomorrow, i have

so

ation gets very difficult." "A I holograms can be projected everywhere inside and outside of the ship. There is also

main hub,most of it runs itself and the operating person is who I can connect with as much as I need to. For work" I laughed a little. I knew my assistant to be a very easy to talk to woman but her role doesn't include companionship. Her job is to keep me on task and in excellent heal

all get along well but most of the time I will be alone" I mumbled to myself quietly,out of context to my personal log. "I'm glad I won't be total

as I was so often engaged in recording it. But it felt important to me to have a true version of my life that could also be meaningful to others someday. Anyone who may someday listen to all or parts of it must have reasons for wanting to hear my personal account of my experiences, I thought. It's a feeling of