Convenient Love

was actually doing that, but I'm sorry regardless, and ...uhm, that's my cue to shut up". God i was so embarrassed, i couldn't even hold a single conversation without stuttering like

daughter of my parents as everyone says. She has got blue, bright eyes like my dad, long blonde hair that reaches below her waist and a body to die for. She was skinny in a all the right places. Her boobs were small and perky and she has an attractively thin and well-shaped body. Rena's studying to be surgeon. Talk about beauty and brains that's Rena. Everyone loves Rena,she is the perfect daughter. I wouldn't lie that I'm not jealous of her,of all the attention she gets and how everyone easily loves her. I want that for myself too. I inhaled a final breathe of fresh peace before i stepped into the house. "Hey princess, come dinner is served". My dad says. I quietly walked to the table with my head low, trying to ignore everyone else at the table. I took a seat at the far end, far away from everyone. "So you're just going to sit there, goble down food like a glutton and ignore our presence", Chase sighs "typical Lily, i wouldn't put it past you". He spits out, i can feel his eyes on me gauging my reaction. "He..Hello, welcome home". I said without looking up from my plate. I continued picking at my food as i did not have an appetite. "As always stuttering like a foolish little girl", chase barked out, seemingly to become angrier from my lack of reaction to his earlier statement. "You shouldn't speak to your sister that way", my dad said clearly annoyed by chase's behaviour but that has never stopped chase. As always Rena just sat ignoring everything that's going on around her, like her younger sister isn't being bullied right infront of her. Not that I'm surprised by her behaviour. "It was her last day today in Bricks High,the least we could do celebrate with her and not make rude comments like that". My dad had stopped eating at this point as he glared at chase. That did not stop Chase at all. "It doesn't matter if it was her last day in Harvard, she wouldn't amount to anything because little Lily here is just a dumb, silly, attention seeking bitch". That was the last stray, i ran out of the dinning hall into room as i could no longer hold back the tears, ignoring chase yelling at me to come back. I got into my room,locked the door and allowed the tears to flow freely. I couldn't cry