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oo fast as I walked towards the office of the new lecturer. If meeting up with him was not so im

bout what he would think of me after seeing my failures, he must hate me immediately and

led on and I halted. I turned back

his knees as he tried to catch his breath. At least, there is someone that calmed me down a li

you're planning on leaving me without saying goodbye. I only came to see if I was right after all, and it turned ou

promise I will wait for you. I just want to see my new lite

believe that there will be a soul on earth that will hate

iant for a course to be my problem. Well, that was always my t

continued my journey to the lecturer's offi

my hair and everywhere around my body, even my mind and senses. I was not fixing myself to get noticed by the lecturer, I was only fixing

l transfer his aggression on me? What if he will hate me immediately? What if I escape now and just accept failure? But the humiliati

d me, "Y....you called for me Dr Raphael." I muttered more to myself than to the lecturer

o it highest peak. I didn't know what else to say and Dr Raphael was not talkin

s profiles and results that was left behind by your previous lecturer and I real

ity, he had already found out about my failure and I wondered what he would be thinking of me, maybe a failure.

discuss. I can't seat down here and watch

I gently began to find my way to the seat opposite the lecturer with my eyes s

ael I.....I have no idea of how I failed, but I'm ready to rectify my mistakes." I told

ng now is fixing your eyes elsewhere when I speak with you. L

eyes and quickly stared away, it just didn't feel right to me. "I'm sorry Dr Raphael, I can't." I apologized. Star

o had said it before that their policy is for the students to look them in the eyes, well, I should

a cough probably to br

life. I muttered to myself. "I'm so sorry Dr Raphael, I just.....just......" I muttered to him and kept quiet after, when my brain

eping the eyes contacts." He told me, obviously trying to ea

in boosting your grade, but we will have to work together, I will like t

"Tutorial?" I

nd the final exam is around the corner, it is for your own good t

ght if I wasn't so busy with work, my mom and brother have to eat and there is also my school fees which I had to pay

u are free to

told him that I would think about it, even as I know that the

thinking it all through, and before

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