THE LOVE I MUST HATE

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a. Honestly, I do. I could never say no to Lisa

o much talking, but she listens. She has never given me a reason to feel ne

ate, we came into the school the same day. Her parents

nging her load from the trunk, I was circled by my noisy brothers and a father, repeating the w

my parrot brothers to assist a girl in need, and they hur

ring my brothers, who huffed

my likeness for her, and I decided to s

In corners were seniors in their sister-like uniforms, s

ook heavy,” I

s along, and too bad, I have n

n my spirit out of the house.” She arched her ey

mbarrassed for causing such hawking and gawking responses. I turned to Lisa with poor

nce. She didn't care about my outburst i

ghost. I need this

utious not to cause another at

ll you w

,” I helpe

er a corpse zone, and soon will turn to zombies

morous and warm-

short form, but Lisa was the first to use ‘Gabby.’ I found it unique and bette

ouis Nobis. She only didn't care f

outcome of growing up amidst five men; whatever the rea

Jeriota taught me hard. Like they said, everyo

ming to Louis Nobis and the terrible encou

and I were never friends. It is hard to explain why. I found her domineering, imp

breathes annoyance and pollutes the air; everything around

as made the Study prefect, her bad aura tripled. Her arroganc

nfess she is academically rich. She is at the t

with other than her books. Her books are the only thing th

lly when she steal glances at me and only t

ined to Lisa who I told abou

and quit disturbing my

ever befriend

ate how we are agemates and yet, I feel I should crawl into a

wish, Jeriota looks chal

t Jeriota for the class

Jeriota said as I

. She has tamed me that I see

? Yes,

ded. “I promised

” She

e doesn't want me near Lisa. She believed Lisa

es

y face. “Is it your

key. Let me have

ed on her reading glasses, and corked her lips into that half smile

hear Jeriota’s next speech. If I know this domineering de

must pay a price, and I

ton

cide. You come to me

dded. I knew it would end t

sa's hug and hearing her appreciation mended a

to wait for Jeriota. Well, it was my h

there is no explanation for how I came to be, but once I am

oth a mother and sister was tough. No, I wasn't seen as the princess among the

ayed music, danced, saw a movie, read a book, and even slept. None of these hel

d more on ways of reaching orgasms, and I discovered

I took to adult sites, and with a few v

g the high maintenance and stand

pting to living in the middle of a forest with bells everywhere to d

so religious, but when the stress took a better hold of me, I searc

ent of reaching orgasms, Jeriota walk

ou stop?”

speechless and scared. I was because I did

you stopped.”

I

the sacs on the floor, lifted my

What are

this better,”