Resurgence of the Heart

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turned-in the brilliant medals, the rows of trophies, the framed honors running up the walls-was the legacy of my mother. Every indication of her unparalleled swimming

rm was gently clasped around my mother, who clutched one of her several gold medals, with a smile that might light the darkest room. They had always su

closer I got; until I stood firmly in front of it, staring into the eyes of the people I had loved most on t

"I'm so sorry." You let me down.

and anguish I had been clutching to free for so long. I was grieving. I cried for the death of my father, for the fall apart of my mar

nnot stay shattered and defeated all the time. I had to work out how to approach her once more.

rom memories of my mother's unrelenting resolve. She had also struggled in her career

romise I won't give up." "I will fi

, the gleaming prizes, the many honors-all of which fit a life I had once dreamed of. But to

e. Knowing what I had to do, I realized I stay here any longer. It was time to go from this place,

place; I wanted a definite break and a fresh start. I closed the bag and sensed an unusual calm. It was time to disappear,

ough so much happiness and suffering, now seemed to be only memories. After the betrayal and heartache I had gone through, all I

th afraid and relieved as I watched the known landscapes and buildings vanish from the rearview mirror. Along with fear about

city skyline gradually disappeared into the distance. I was leaving behind all I had ever known, yet for the

de. Head resting on the glass, I closed my eyes and let the road's consistent beat to relax me. Though I had no idea what the

y shoulder after paying the driver. The air smelled cold, clear fresh earth and pine trees. It was

not be easy, I expected the challenge. Though I knew I had a long road ahead of me-o

g from the ground of my past, I would be more solid and strong than I had been. I would

ne or something was watching from the darkness. My heart thumping in my chest, I picked speed. I turned

he feeling persisted, growing stronger with every step I went. Shutting the door behind me, I hurried in

always find me back-off; running away would not solve all of my difficulties. But right no

at my adventure was far from over. Still to be fought were shadows to be faced, difficulties to be solv

ted moment, wo