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It only hurts when..

It only hurts when..

emmaheath031015

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'When I put that ring on your finger it automatically meant that you were mine and only mine. No one else's mine.' Alaina had the perfect life she began College with high hopes then it all drained away once she began her new job at Rivera international working with Elijah Rivera would be any girls dream job unfortunately it was not hers. She worked her way uo after becoming his intern to a more executive position in the company as his right wing woman as second in command she helped with all of the finances and shipments. Elijah's life would soon become know to her as her parents die suddenly and she is forced in to an arranged marriage with Elijah who is no ordinary business man he is known in the underworld as the devil or satan he is a ruthless mobster and a gang leader will she escape his clutches and begin a new life she is so longing for? 'It only hurts when... when your eyes are open Lies get tossed and truth is spoken It only hurts..... when that door gets open Dreams are lost and hearts are broken."

Chapter 1 It only hurts when...

This story is based on the song it only hurts by Default.

It will go through every tragedy that occurs between Alaina and Elijah and there constant battle with their feelings towards one another and the hurt and pain she feels being with him.

This is an over 18's novel so there will be a lot of sex scenes , violence, rape, emotional and physical bullying. I in no way condone any of this it is purely fictional.

All rights are reserved. (C) Emma Louise 2020

When your eyes are open

Alaina walked towards the office where Elijah worked; she hated this place; she only agreed to become his P.A. Because she'd worked alongside him during the two years at college, after her parents tragic death of her parents and he'd offered her a job and a place to stay. Little did she know it would never end her suffering. She'd been dealing with anxiety and depression since that god awful day, she was regretting her decision to become his wife. She didn't want him nor did she want to be married to that obnoxious asshole. He'd treated her like shit since she'd agreed to it. She so desperately wanted to get away, get away from him, get away from everything. She had no life, no friends, nothing but him, the evil human being that was her boss and her husband. She knew he had no feelings for her, so why was he keeping her around?

She walked to his office with the folders he had asked for she knocked but nothing so she decided to enter he always told her if he didn't answer he wasn't there so just to drop off whatever it was and he'd see to it when he returned, but today was different today felt off any other time he wouldn't be in his office and she'd just drop whatever in his desk and leave. Not today he was grunting and the sounds of a woman who he'd bent over the desk was moaning as he continued to take her from behind.

Alaina stood frozen with her mouth agape she knew the ass hole had no feelings towards her but it still hurt. She dropped the files and ran out of there. She slammed the ladies bathroom door shut, the tears kept coming and there was nothing she could do about it why? Why me? She thought out loud if it wasn't bad enough to share a bed with the devil himself she had to deal with the amount of women he would screw before her. She'd had enough this time, she was leaving this time there was no if no buts she was leaving, she owed him nothing nothing at all. She was done with this life she was almost nineteen and she'd missed it so much since he'd came into her life and made it a living hell.

Lies get tossed and truth is spoken

'Alaina where are you?'

No answer.'

'Alaina come out, we need to talk.'

Nothing where the fuck was she? She'd left work early he knew because the files he'd asked for were stawn all across the floor of his office, fuck, she must've came when I was busy fucking Amanda. Though she knows the score I should've locked the fucking door. This was an arranged marriage she knows she means nothing to me, she may be a good screw after a hard day's work, but that is all. I did this as a favour to her so she could have a roof over her head after her parents died. She was a good P.A. And that was the only reason I kept her around. Everyone thinks I'm an ass hole for treating her the way I do, they are right she doesn't deserve any of this, she needs people her I own age around her that's why I was going to enroll her in university for four years. I know she doesn't want to be my P.A. Forever so I thought I'd surprise her, that went tits up. I should never have invited Amanda into my office she's a fucking whore and she hates Alaina with a passion.

'Alaina!' Where the fuck is she? 'Alaina where are you honey ?' I could heard sniffling had she been crying, fuck. 'Alaina.'

'Leave me alone.'

'Where are you sweetheart. We need to talk.'

'No we don't you made it quite clear from the beginning I was nothing to you leave me the fuck alone.'

I opened the bedroom door. 'We need to talk Alaina.'

'No we don't you have no feelings for me Elijah today proved it. Just go back to your who're I'm done.'

'It wasn't what it looked like babe.'

'Don't babe me Elijah. I saw it with my own eyes. My own fucking eyes Elijah. We're done.'

'You don't mean that.'

'I do. I want a divorce.'

I walked up to her, lifting her chin in the palm of my hand. 'Not happening.'

'Yes it is. I've had enough of this life. It's pure torture Elijah, you said it yourself I'm just here to fill the gaps in. The ones your whores can't. I'm sick of coming last, I'm sick of the way you treat me. I should never have agreed to the stupid marriage. I'm leaving, you can have all the whores you like and I won't even get in the way cause I won't be here.'

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It only hurts when..
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Chapter 1 It only hurts when...

18/09/2021

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Chapter 2 Prologue 2

18/09/2021

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Chapter 3 Can hold my breath only for a little while

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Chapter 4 'Til reality starts sinking in

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Chapter 5 Turn the page and skip to the end

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Chapter 6 To where I swore I would try

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Chapter 7 Since the last time I crossed the line

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Chapter 8 In the back of my mind I know

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Chapter 9 It only hurts when your eyes are open

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Chapter 10 Lies get tossed and the truth is spoken

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Chapter 11 it only hurts when the door is open

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Chapter 12 Dreams are lost and hearts are broken

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Chapter 13 Miles away promise from a burning bed

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Chapter 14 Two worlds that should never collide

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Chapter 15 One word would end if you ever heard

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Chapter 16 Tear the page out that reminds me

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Chapter 17 When I swore I'd be strong

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Chapter 18 Now, the next time has come and gone

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Chapter 19 Well, maybe I'm wrong, I know

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Chapter 20 It only hurts when the door is open

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Chapter 21 Lies are tossed and truth is spoken... It only hurts when the door is open

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Chapter 22 Dreams are lost and hearts are broken

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Chapter 23 I know what you're feeling

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Chapter 24 Someone who's not there

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Chapter 25 I know that you're waiting

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Chapter 26 'Cause love is worth saving

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Chapter 27 But only for so long, so long, so long

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Chapter 28 I swore that I would try

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Chapter 29 Since the last time

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Chapter 30 Epilogue - The last time

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Chapter 31 Authors note

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Chapter 32 Let Me Go - Love that once hung on the wall

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Chapter 33 Used to mean something, but now it means nothing

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Chapter 34 The echoes are gone in the hall

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Chapter 35 But I still remember, the pain of December

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Chapter 36 Oh, there isn't one thing left you could say I'm sorry it's too late

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Chapter 37 I'm breaking free from these memories

03/09/2023

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Chapter 38 Gotta let it go, just let it go

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