Our Secret Love

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Brody Wall and I were sneaking around, keeping our relationship in the shadows.

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At some point, he developed a taste for it and started wanting more.

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So much more that he boldly confronted me in front of my actual boyfriend, demanding,

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"How much longer are you going to keep me waiting?"

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1

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It was nearing the end of my 22nd birthday party when Brody pulled me into the stairwell, his slightly drunken eyes locking onto my lips.

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"Sloane, I've got a birthday present for you,"

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he murmured,

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Then he leaned in for a kiss.

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The smell of alcohol mixed with a faint minty scent hit me, and before I knew it, I closed my eyes, letting it happen.

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Surprised by my compliance, he paused, resting his forehead against mine, our noses barely touching.

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"You like that?" he asked, voice low.

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Tilting my head up, I made the next move, kissing him back.

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Brody leaned against the stair rail, grinning down at me.

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"Ready to take a chance with me?"

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he teased.

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"What about your girlfriend?"

[18]

I asked, discreetly pinching my palm, trying to shake off the haze of the moment.

[19]

Brody was the kind of bad boy who radiated danger – wild, ruthless, and completely irresistible.

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I knew from the start he was trouble.

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Someone I shouldn't get too close to.

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But danger has a way of drawing you in.

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Brody chuckled, narrowing his eyes like I'd just said the funniest thing. "Isn't she with your boyfriend right now?

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Are you really unaware,

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or just pretending to be?"

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I froze for a second, but quickly masked my reaction.

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I'd known my boyfriend was cheating on me, but I hadn't realized he'd sunk this low, going after his own friend's girl.

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Brody turned away, fishing a cigarette out of his pocket. He lit it, exhaling a cloud of smoke that swirled around us, obscuring most of his face.

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The dim red glow of the cigarette flickered in his dark eyes, like a bright star at the edge of the night sky.

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"So, wanna be with me?"

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he asked again.

[32]

After finishing his cigarette, his voice dropped an octave, huskier now, blending into the night air and somehow sounding even more tempting.

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I stepped closer, meeting his intense gaze.

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"Do you even know what you're doing?"

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His hand brushed against my cheek. "Of course I do. It's a win-win, isn't it?

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Don't you want to get back at your boyfriend?"

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he asked.

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My boyfriend and Brody had been best friends since they were kids. And now, his best friend had slept with Brody's girl. So here Brody was, offering me the perfect revenge.

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Using someone's own game against them? I liked the idea.

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I wrapped my arms around his waist, giving him a firm squeeze.

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"Let's go."

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2

[43]

I never expected Brody to take me straight to his place.

[44]

"Couldn't we just go to a hotel?" I asked, tugging at his sleeve.

[45]

I asked, tugging at his sleeve.

[46]

He glanced around his room and smirked.

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"How about you be a sweetheart and change the sheets for me?"

[48]

We sat in his living room, the tension thick between us. An hour passed before Brody suddenly slammed a vase onto the table, shattering it, and cursed under his breath.

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"Ugh, this is so boring. I'm done.

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Go find your precious Cole."

[51]

Cole Brown was my boyfriend.

[52]

We had been high school classmates and got together right after graduation. Though we went to different colleges, we stayed in the same city.

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Back then, he was perfect – attentive and always putting me first.

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I was headstrong, and he would always be the one to give in.

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In our junior year, he entered a startup competition and got busy, pulling all-nighters and earning a lot of praise.

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I admired him for his dedication and, wanting to support him, agreed to move in with him.

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We spent those days learning how to run a household together, building our relationship through all the everyday struggles.

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Our friends used to say we were the couple destined to make it. I believed it too.

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But somewhere along the way, things changed.

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The thought stung like a thousand needles pricking at my heart. I moved closer to Brody, kneeling in front of him, gently taking his hand.

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"What if I made the first move?"

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Would that make things more fun?

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The next morning, I woke up in Brody's arms.

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We hadn't slept in the bed. Instead, we had curled up together on a cramped sofa, our bodies tangled like vines growing together.

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He was still asleep, peaceful and quiet, so I took the chance to trace the lines of his face with my fingers, lingering over his lips.

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Suddenly, my phone rang, jolting me out of the moment. I quickly withdrew my hand, giving him a sheepish smile.

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"You're awake?"

[68]

Brody barely opened his eyes, grunting,

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"Answer the call."

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I picked up my phone to see it was Cole calling.

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The night before, he had claimed he had an urgent work issue to attend to. I wondered which hotel he'd ended up "working" at.

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Surely, he wouldn't have the guts to bring someone home like Brody did.

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"Hey, what's up?"

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I answered.

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After a few moments of small talk, his voice shifted, almost as if he were trying to sound hurt. "Why didn't you call me last night?

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Are you upset that I left early?"

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he asked.

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I couldn't help but laugh silently. Did he really expect me to interrupt his "work" with a call?

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"I figured you were busy. When are you coming back?"

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I asked.

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"I won't be back today. I've got to work late.

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Take care of yourself, okay?"

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I looked back at Brody, smirking.

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"Don't worry, I'll manage."

[85]

After I hung up, Brody stretched lazily on the couch.

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"Last night was rough. How about we grab some food?"

[87]

I checked my schedule, feeling a bit frustrated.

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"I've got meetings all day. Maybe after ten tonight."

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"Ha,

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no wonder your boyfriend cheats on you."

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Brody scoffed, giving me a mocking look.

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I shot back,

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"Like you're any better?

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Didn't your girlfriend do the same?"

[95]

As I was about to leave, Brody slipped his arms around me from behind, the warmth of his chest pressing against my back. I could feel his heartbeat through the thin fabric of my shirt.

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"When are you going to break up?

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And how?"

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I stared at nothing in particular, lost in thought for a moment before answering,

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"Who said I was going to break up?"

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3

[101]

After showering at home, I drove to the office.

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And just my luck, I ran into Cole and Brody's girlfriend.

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They were standing on the sidewalk, kissing goodbye after what was clearly a hotel rendezvous.

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Disgusting.

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Cole seemed to notice my car and, in a panic, pushed her away, trying to hide.

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I didn't stop – I kept driving, pretending I hadn't seen anything.

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Not long after, Cole called.

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His voice was shaky, but he tried to play it cool.

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"Hey, babe. Did you eat breakfast?"

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"Not yet. I'm driving.

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Why, want to grab breakfast together?

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I can swing by your office,"

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I replied nonchalantly.

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He let out a nervous laugh. "Nah, don't worry about it. You focus on driving.

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I ordered breakfast for you – it'll be delivered to your office. Don't forget to eat, okay?"

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"You're so sweet,"

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I said.

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"Of course,

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I'm your boyfriend, after all."

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Yuck.

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I almost gagged.

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Later that night, around 9:50, I finished organizing my plans and stretched, finally checking my phone.

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Cole had left me a missed call and three half-hearted texts.

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I felt compelled to respond to none of them.

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Brody, on the other hand, had sent me six messages.

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"Lunch?"

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one read.

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"Done with work?"

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read the second.

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"Dinner tonight?"

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read the third.

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"???"

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read another.

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"How do you have time to sneak around when you're this busy?"

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read the fifth.

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The last message, sent just three minutes earlier, read:

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"I'm downstairs at your office. Come down when you're done."

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I thought about it for a moment before typing a single word in reply: "Okay."

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4

[140]

Brody and I had just finished getting cozy in the car when a video call from Cole popped up on my phone.

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Startled, I almost sat down on Brody's leg hard enough to break it.

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After adjusting my clothes, I stepped out of the car and answered the call.

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"Babe, why is your face so red? You're not feeling sick, are you?"

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Cole asked, sounding concerned.

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I touched my face.

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"Maybe it's from the wind, but I'm fine."

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Cole frowned, staring at me with a thoughtful expression.

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My heart skipped a beat, worried that I might've slipped up.

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But then he said,

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"You might have caught a cold. Your voice sounds hoarse."

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Oh, how perceptive.

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Cole went on to tell me that he'd finished work early and was heading home to spend time with me, suggesting I come home soon too.

[153]

I got back in the car and told Brody the news. He leaned back in the seat, smirking.

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"Can't you stay a bit longer, maybe pull a late shift?"

[155]

I shook my head.

[156]

"Nope, gotta go."

[157]

When I got home, Cole was lounging on the couch, watching TV, looking full of energy.

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Guess nothing lifts your spirits like a guilty conscience.

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"Honey, you've had a long day,"

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Cole said, springing up to grab my bag as I walked in.

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But as he got closer, he hesitated, his nose twitching. "Why do you smell like smoke?"

[162]

That'd be your friend's post-hookup cigarette.

[163]

After finishing my thoughts, I spoke softly,

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"Stressful day. I can quit if it bothers you."

[165]

Cole wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close.

[166]

"Babe, you should quit your job. Let me take care of you."

[167]

I stiffened in his embrace, not daring to move, feeling waves of nausea rise within me.

[168]

Sensing my silence, Cole squeezed me tighter.

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"Is it because I'm not doing enough for you?"

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I clenched my fists and forced a gentle, reassuring tone.

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"I just don't want you to overwork yourself, Cole. I'm really tired. I'm going to shower and rest."

[172]

After I took a long shower and dealt with some work, Cole suddenly came up behind me, wrapping his arms around me again.

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I instinctively pushed him away.

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He looked at me, puzzled.

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"Why are you being so distant?"

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Distant?

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Hadn't we always been like this?

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He'd be on his phone, I'd be doing my thing, and we'd go a whole evening without exchanging a word. And even if we did talk, it ended quickly because we never had anything meaningful to say.

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Then Cole noticed something. He lifted my hair, pointing at my neck.

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"What's with the red mark here?"

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Almost instantly, an image of Brody flashed in my mind – his lips pressed against my neck, his deep voice vibrating in my ear.

[182]

"Must be from the humidity,"

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I replied calmly, glancing at the mirror to check the mark myself.

[184]

Cole didn't push further, just asking if I needed anything.

[185]

When I declined, he simply lay back on the bed, glued to his phone again.

[186]

Watching him, I suddenly realized something – he was only trying to make up for his guilt.

[187]

Well, too late for that. I'd already been compensated, courtesy of your best friend.

[188]

5

[189]

Brody's bar was hosting its third anniversary party, and both Cole and I were invited.

[190]

When we arrived, Brody was still busy, so we were greeted by his girlfriend, Lillian Morrison.

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She was also the woman Cole was cheating with.

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Looking at her, it was hard to believe that someone so sweet and innocent-looking had the guts to cheat on Brody.

[193]

"Sloane, it's been a while! Your makeup skills keep getting better,"

[194]

Lillian said warmly, linking her arm with mine. Then, as if on cue, she shot a sly wink at Cole.

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I saw it, but acted like I didn't.

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"Your no-makeup look is impressive too. Those lashes look so natural."

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Lillian smiled sweetly, batting her lashes.

[198]

"My lashes are naturally long, you know."

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Sure.

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And if you told me you didn't grow leg hair, I'd believe that too.

[201]

As we moved past the booths and into a private room, Cole and Lillian joined the others in a round of cards, while I sat quietly next to Cole, just watching.

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After a while, Brody entered, holding a limited edition LV handbag, instantly catching everyone's attention.

[203]

While the others gushed about how lucky Lillian was, Brody stopped in front of me and handed me the bag.

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"Cole, you asked me to get this limited edition bag for Sloane, right?

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Here you go."

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Cole froze for a split second before forcing a smile and nodding.

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"Of course. Who else would it be for but my girl?"

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With everyone hyping him up, I took the bag.

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I understood it was time to act the part.

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Turning away slightly, I pretended to wipe away non-existent tears. Then, with all the emotion I could muster, I faced Cole, my voice full of affection.

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"Cole, I was really disappointed when you left early on my birthday. But I know it was for your career, for our future. I never blamed you.

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I can't believe you got me this bag to make it up to me. I'm so touched. Thank you for always caring about me."

[213]

Cole's expression softened with guilt, and he shook his head.

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"I haven't done enough for you yet. I'll do better."

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Lillian, unable to contain herself, leaned over and touched the bag.

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"Wow, I'm so jealous, Sloane!"

[217]

Brody pulled her back, his voice cold.

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"Alright, I heard you."

[219]

Lillian pouted.

[220]

"Then buy me one too!"

[221]

Brody glanced at her, smirking.

[222]

"We'll see how I feel."

[223]

Later, I stepped out to use the restroom, not expecting Brody to follow me.

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He cornered me inside, locking the door.

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"Aren't you going to thank your other boyfriend?" he teased.

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"Stop it, you're acting like a creep,"

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I said, trying to push him away, but he didn't budge.

[228]

His eyes narrowed as he toyed with my hair.

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"I know what you're doing. If you want to play, I'm game."

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I stayed silent.

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There are many ways to play this game.

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We could both crash and burn, or we could part ways – one choosing the high road, the other staying on their reckless course.

[233]

Brody chuckled, ruffling my hair.

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"I get it. I'm just the convenient tool, huh? And useful."

[235]

Useful?

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Confident, isn't he?

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6

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When I came back from the bathroom, I immediately noticed that Lillian's eyes were red, as if she'd just been crying.

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Cole's expression was off too, and he was deliberately chatting with other people, clearly avoiding Lillian's gaze.

[240]

It didn't take much to guess what had happened – most likely, Lillian had thrown a fit out of jealousy over the expensive gift Cole had "given" me.

[241]

If only she knew it was actually from her own boyfriend. That would be something.

[242]

Brody had orchestrated the whole thing, using Cole's name to give me the bag, just to stir up tension between Lillian and Cole.

[243]

His goal was to create conflict between them – a perfectly calculated move to pit the two against each other.

[244]

The real kicker was what I'd seen while in the bathroom: a message from Cole to Brody, asking, "Why did you suddenly spring for such an expensive bag? I could never afford something like that, and besides, my girl prefers practical things. She doesn't need a luxury gift."

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Brody's reply? "Lillian's been nagging me for that bag, so I thought I'd mess with her a bit. Just take it – consider it my good deed for the day."

[246]

Not long after, Brody returned to the room.

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He was followed by five waiters, each holding a bottle of liquor with sparklers lit on top.

[248]

The atmosphere reached a fever pitch as the small fireworks lit up the room.

[249]

Everyone cheered and applauded for Brody.

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"Brody's so generous," Cole whispered in my ear, clearly impressed.

[251]

"But he's not the kind of guy you settle down with. Great as a friend, though. Really loyal."

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I bit my lip and nodded.

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"Yeah, you're the reliable one."

[254]

A few rounds of drinks later, Cole, teary-eyed, held my hand.

[255]

"Babe, I want to have a drink with you."

[256]

I turned my head slightly, avoiding the alcohol-laden breath he was exhaling, and spoke softly,

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"I can't. I'm driving."

[258]

"Then call a driver,"

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he said, nudging my shoulder, practically begging.

[260]

I felt a wave of nausea and didn't respond.

[261]

Cole, however, kept pushing, rubbing against me like a child begging for attention.

[262]

"Babe, can't you loosen up a bit for once?"

[263]

"Cole, I really don't... "

[264]

I started to protest.

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But suddenly the weight on me lifted.

[266]

Brody had come over at some point and pulled Cole off me.

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"What's going on?"

[268]

Cole asked, nervous now.

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Brody's eyes were hazy, clearly drunk. He shot Cole a hard look and shoved him aside.

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Then he leaned down, bracing his arms on either side of me against the back of the couch, trapping me in a small space. His breath, hot and heavy, washed over my face.

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We were too close. I could see the anger and bitterness swirling in his eyes.

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My heart pounded, panic tightening my chest. I tried to pull away, but Brody just smirked, a cruel, vengeful glint in his eye, as he grabbed the back of my head and kissed me.

[273]

For a moment, everything went silent.

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Then Cole, his face flushed with rage, lunged at Brody, yanking him back by the shoulder and landing a punch on his cheek.

[275]

The dull thud of flesh meeting bone marked the beginning of the night's chaos.

[276]

Some people rushed over to break up the fight, while others joined in.

[277]

Someone even cranked up the music, adding a rowdy soundtrack to the madness.

[278]

I sat quietly on the couch, watching it all unfold. Every now and then, when the opportunity arose, I'd give Cole a sneaky kick.

[279]

I lost track of how long it lasted, but eventually, Cole managed to push his way out of the brawl, stumbling to the door and flipping on all the lights.

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The sudden brightness shattered the atmosphere.

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"Brody, I know you're drunk, so I'm letting it slide this time, as a brother,"

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Cole said, his face swollen and bruised, trying to act magnanimous despite his obvious anger.

[283]

If I didn't know he was just trying to cover his guilt, I might've applauded his performance.

[284]

Brody stood in the center of the crowd, still exuding an untamed energy. His hair fell messily over his forehead, casting shadows over his eyes, making it hard to read his expression. He gave a faint smile but didn't say a word.

[285]

Lillian, who had been crying helplessly all night, finally stopped sobbing and approached Brody.

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"Brody, you're drunk. Let's go home."

[287]

Brody turned his head sharply, his gaze briefly locking onto mine across the room.

[288]

Though he quickly looked away, the intensity of that glance made my heart skip a beat.

[289]

This guy... he was too bold, too wild, completely unpredictable.

[290]

"Yeah,

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drunk,"

[292]

Brody replied casually, waving his hand.

[293]

Cole let out a visible sigh of relief and returned to my side, grabbing a napkin and harshly wiping my lips without any care for how rough he was being.

[294]

I'd had enough. Swatting his hand away, I stood up and stormed out.

[295]

As I passed by Brody, he raised an eyebrow at me, his eyes filled with undisguised smugness.

[296]

I felt even more frustrated, knowing he was deliberately causing trouble.

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7

[298]

Ever since that incident at the bar, Cole had become unusually clingy.

[299]

He stopped going to social events, came home right after work, and would even bring me flowers. He'd share every tiny detail of his day with enthusiasm.

[300]

I was at my wit's end.

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On top of that, I was in the middle of an internal evaluation at work, and if I passed, I'd be promoted. I was busier than ever and had no patience for Cole's sudden attentiveness.

[302]

By 6 p.m., he was calling me for the eighth time that day.

[303]

I answered, and his voice came through, softened deliberately.

[304]

"Babe, are you getting off work on time tonight?"

[305]

I replied while typing away at my keyboard,

[306]

"Doesn't seem likely. Don't wait up for me. Just have dinner and get some rest, okay?"

[307]

"But we haven't had dinner together in ages. I booked your favorite restaurant.

[308]

Please, can you skip the overtime just this once?"

[309]

"You silly thing, of course I can't. After I get promoted, I'll make it up to you, I promise,"

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I said.

[311]

With that, I hung up the phone and immediately switched my phone to silent mode to focus on work.

[312]

After experiencing Cole's betrayal, I'd come to realize just how important my career was.

[313]

Men might waste my time and energy, but my work never would.

[314]

It was 1 a.m. by the time I finished and dragged myself out of the office, only to find Brody leaning against his black Range Rover, the soft glow of his cigarette flickering in the quiet, dark street.

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Smoke curled around him, outlining his silhouette, giving him a lonely, brooding appearance.

[316]

"What are you doing here?"

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I asked as I approached him.

[318]

We hadn't spoken in days, both of us stubbornly waiting for the other to make the first move.

[319]

Brody flicked his cigarette to the ground, snuffed it out, and pulled me into his arms, lowering his head close to my lips.

[320]

"I missed you."

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"I'm so tired,"

[322]

I mumbled, letting myself relax against his chest.

[323]

Brody sighed softly, wrapping his arms around me, resting his head on my shoulder.

[324]

"Then just let yourself relax."

[325]

"How long have you been waiting down here?"

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I asked.

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"Not long. Only five hours or so,"

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he said nonchalantly.

[329]

I was speechless. Was this guy for real?

[330]

Instead of texting me, he'd rather wait downstairs for hours?

[331]

What if I hadn't been working late?

[332]

Weird. So weird.

[333]

"Let's go. I'm not going home tonight,"

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I said, pushing past him and getting into the car.

[335]

Surprisingly, the night passed peacefully. We didn't do anything more than talk under the covers, just quietly chatting.

[336]

As I started to doze off, I felt someone gently press a soft kiss to my forehead.

[337]

The next morning, I opened my eyes to find Brody's gaze on me, his eyes warm and affectionate.

[338]

"You're awake?"

[339]

he smiled, shifting closer.

[340]

"Not tired anymore, huh?"

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Instinctively, I backed away, but it took me a few seconds to realize what he meant.

[342]

He'd been so well-behaved last night because I'd told him I was tired.

[343]

What a considerate lover.

[344]

Feeling a warmth rise within me, I leaned into him, taking the initiative this time.

[345]

Afterward, I left the room feeling satisfied and took the elevator down.

[346]

The elevator quickly filled up with people, and I ended up squeezed into a corner.

[347]

At the third floor, I heard a familiar voice.

[348]

Peering through the gap in the crowd, I saw it was Cole.

[349]

He was chatting with Lillian about what to have for breakfast.

[350]

Great. Just what I needed.

[351]

Thankfully, they didn't notice me.

[352]

As the elevator doors opened on the ground floor and everyone started filing out,

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I considered pressing the button to go back up, hoping to avoid them.

[354]

But just as the doors were about to close, Cole turned around and locked eyes with me.

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"Cole?

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What are you doing here?"

[357]

I blurted out, quickly seizing control of the situation.

[358]

He hesitated for a second, then darted into the elevator and pressed the button to close the doors.

[359]

"Just meeting a client. What about you?"

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He adjusted his shirt, avoiding my gaze.

[361]

"I thought I saw a girl with you just now. Who was she?"

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I asked, already knowing the answer.

[363]

Cole had rushed into the elevator so quickly because he didn't want me to see Lillian.

[364]

"A girl?

[365]

No idea what you're talking about. My client's a guy. Don't overthink things,"

[366]

Cole replied, giving me an innocent look, but his fidgeting hands betrayed his nervousness.

[367]

I nodded.

[368]

"Of course I trust you. If a couple loses trust, they might as well break up."

[369]

Cole's eyes flickered with something like guilt, and he quickly changed the subject.

[370]

"Did you pull an all-nighter at work? Is that why you're here, catching up on sleep?"

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"Yes," I lied easily, softening my voice.

[372]

"I didn't want to disturb you at home. Hey, when this busy period is over, let's take a trip and relax, okay?"

[373]

As we continued our little performance, the elevator unexpectedly stopped on the ninth floor.

[374]

Brody stood outside, looking completely confused as his gaze darted between Cole and me.

[375]

"You two...?"

[376]

He pointed at us, his face full of bewilderment.

[377]

My heart jumped to my throat. What are the chances?

[378]

"You guys are quite romantic. Tired of sleeping in your own bed?"

[379]

Brody lowered his eyelids, speaking nonchalantly.

[380]

Cole glanced at me, took my hand, and replied with a cheeky grin, "Gotta keep things interesting, right? Can't let things get boring at home.

[381]

When you've only got one woman, you have to put in the effort.

[382]

You wouldn't understand with all the girls you've got."

[383]

Brody let out a long "Ohhh," before stepping into the elevator and shooting me a knowing look.

[384]

I panicked and blurted,

[385]

"I'm going to be late for work. Let's go."

[386]

Brody chuckled softly, placing a hand on Cole's shoulder.

[387]

"Let's meet up tonight. I have something to discuss with you."

[388]

8

[389]

After leaving the hotel, I quickly shook off Cole's hand and headed to the curb to hail a taxi. I didn't want to spend another second with him or be around any of them.

[390]

I never imagined my life would end up in such a messy, disgraceful situation.

[391]

Once upon a time, I had such high hopes for love. I used to dream of a simple life – just the two of us, sharing everyday moments and growing old together.

[392]

I wanted a peaceful, cozy future.

[393]

But in the end, I witnessed love rot from the inside out. And now, I was left picking through the wreckage, just trying to make sure I didn't come out looking too defeated.

[394]

"Babe, are you and Brody close?"

[395]

Cole texted me shortly after I got into the car.

[396]

In the past, I had always kept my distance from Brody to avoid any suspicion, and frankly, I never had any interest in getting close to him.

[397]

But now... well, things had definitely changed between us.

[398]

Thinking back to Cole's performance in the elevator earlier, a wave of disgust washed over me. Was he trying to act all lovey-dovey in front of Brody because he felt guilty for sleeping with Brody's girlfriend?

[399]

Or maybe he was starting to get suspicious and was fishing for answers?

[400]

"Babe, I didn't mean anything by it, I just think Brody's not a good guy. You should keep your distance from him,"

[401]

Cole sent another message.

[402]

"I know."

[403]

I typed back.

[404]

I considered saying something more to reassure him, but after editing my response a few times, the thought made me nauseous. So I kept it short.

[405]

By 6 p.m., Cole invited me to join him for Brody's gathering.

[406]

Without hesitation, I agreed.

[407]

Cole sounded surprised.

[408]

"How come every time I invite you, you're always too busy, but today you're free?"

[409]

"I just didn't want you to be the only guy without a girlfriend there. It'd be awkward,"

[410]

I replied, trying to sound natural.

[411]

But for some reason, Cole fell silent.

[412]

After a long pause, he asked awkwardly,

[413]

"How did it feel when Brody kissed you last time?"

[414]

I froze. "Cole, are you serious? That's disgusting.

[415]

How would I feel?

[416]

If you're mad, just go punch him again."

[417]

With that, I quickly hung up, my heart racing.

[418]

Life had become dull, filled with endless pressure and competition. Having this secret, illicit relationship to vent my frustrations and shift my emotions had become strangely thrilling.

[419]

When I stepped out of the office, exhausted, the first thing I saw was Brody standing by the roadside with his hands in his pockets.

[420]

The evening light wrapped around him, casting him in a soft, hazy glow that blurred his expression, but somehow, he looked like a carefree, rebellious boy.

[421]

"Tonight's gathering has one purpose:

[422]

I'm breaking up with Lillian."

[423]

Brody spoke the moment he saw me, no pleasantries, just a calm statement of fact.

[424]

I stared at him for a moment before forcing a smile.

[425]

"Just like that? Isn't that a bit too easy for them?"

[426]

Brody pressed his lips together and reached out as if to touch my hair, but I instinctively took a step back.

[427]

He glanced at his hand suspended in the air, then smiled faintly and said, "If I don't break up with her, how can I pursue you openly?"

[428]

"Ever since the day I got involved with you, I stopped caring about balancing things out.

[429]

Playing games with them isn't worth the energy. I'd rather focus on us."

[430]

I fought to control the mix of emotions swirling inside me, trying to find some sense in the chaos. After a moment, I let out a deep breath.

[431]

"Got it. Do what you want. I have my own plans."

[432]

The light in Brody's eyes dimmed for a moment, and he looked at me with a half-smile,

[433]

"Right now, the only thing I feel like saying is a good old curse."

[434]

I opened my mouth to ask what he meant, but before I could, he turned and got into his car, speeding off with a roar of the engine.

[435]

Watching his taillights disappear into the distance, I felt an even deeper sense of exhaustion.

[436]

Was he angry?

[437]

How had he gotten upset out of nowhere?

[438]

Puzzled, I walked to the parking lot and climbed into my car.

[439]

Just then, my phone lit up with a message from Brody – a voice note:

[440]

"Don't get too involved tonight. Wait for me to wrap things up, then we'll 'work overtime' together."

[441]

I sent him a string of question marks, clearly not understanding his cryptic message.

[442]

He seemed to be dragging this out on purpose, taking his time before replying. Frustrated, I called him directly.

[443]

"Can you explain what you mean? I don't have the energy for guessing games,"

[444]

I said bluntly.

[445]

"I'm breaking up with Lillian, which means Cole's going to be busy. You can just focus on spending time with me afterward,"

[446]

Brody replied, dead serious.

[447]

I sighed heavily, growing serious myself.

[448]

"I'm not ready to break up with Cole just yet. You know what I'm aiming for, don't you?"

[449]

Brody snorted softly.

[450]

"Of course, it's a slow burn, wearing him down.

[451]

I get it. Anyway, I'll leave you to it."

[452]

Following Brody's suggestion, I texted Cole to back out of the evening gathering.

[453]

Brody was right – later that night, Cole called to tell me he was drunk and didn't want to disturb me, so he was crashing at a friend's place.

[454]

In the following days, he found all sorts of excuses not to come home.

[455]

Occasionally, Brody would even grab my phone and reply to Cole's messages for me.

[456]

"I'm so proud of how hard you're working, babe.

[457]

But please take care of yourself."

[458]

"It's okay if you can't be with me, but don't forget to think of me.

[459]

And always take care of yourself."

[460]

"Are you eating well?

[461]

Sleeping well?

[462]

Don't worry about me. I'll always believe in you.

[463]

Just remember to take care of yourself."

[464]

I had to admit, no one knows how to sweet-talk a man better than another man.

[465]

But seriously, why did he have to tack on "take care of yourself" to every message?

[466]

By Wednesday night, Brody sent me a screenshot of Lillian's latest social media post. She was showing off a new limited edition LV bag.

[467]

It was even more expensive than the one Brody gave me.

[468]

"Does that piss you off?

[469]

Call me 'babe' and I'll get you something even better,"

[470]

Brody teased.

[471]

I ignored him and instead dialed Cole's mom.

[472]

I'd been spending these past few days building a stronger bond with Cole's family, pouring money into gifts and favors. Now, all I needed was the right opportunity.

[473]

9

[474]

That night, after working late, I went home to grab some fresh clothes. Just as I was about to leave, I ran into Cole.

[475]

He reeked of alcohol, his face pale with dark circles under his eyes – clearly, he hadn't been sleeping well lately.

[476]

Unbidden, Brody's constant reminders to "take care of yourself" flashed through my mind.

[477]

"You just got home?"

[478]

Cole, moving sluggishly, changed his shoes and took off his jacket before stumbling over to me, arms wide open for a hug.

[479]

"You reek of alcohol. Don't touch me,"

[480]

I said, taking a step back.

[481]

But Cole, stubborn and persistent, pulled me into a rough embrace, lowering his head, searching for my lips.

[482]

A chill ran down my spine, but I kept my composure.

[483]

"Cole, is something on your mind?"

[484]

No matter how disgusted I felt, I couldn't let it show. Not yet, or everything would fall apart.

[485]

He froze for a moment, then buried his face in the crook of my neck, his voice hoarse.

[486]

"Babe, I'm so tired."

[487]

After listening to Cole's grumbling for a while, I finally got the full picture – his mother had started pressuring him about marriage.

[488]

Perfect. My money had worked its magic.

[489]

Cole's mother had always thought her son was a catch, with plenty of better options, so she'd never really warmed up to me.

[490]

Lately, though, I had made sure to win her over with gifts and flattery, and it had finally paid off.

[491]

"Let's wait a little longer to talk about marriage,"

[492]

Cole said earnestly, his eyes hopeful. "We're both in the prime of our careers right now."

[493]

I pursed my lips, looking at him pitifully.

[494]

Guilt flickered across his face. He quickly pulled me into his arms, avoiding my gaze.

[495]

"You know I've always wanted to marry you, right? But a headhunter's been after me lately, and I'm thinking about stepping out of my comfort zone. Just give me a little more time."

[496]

Feigning excitement, I replied,

[497]

"Really? Cole, you're so talented. I know you'll do great no matter where you go.

[498]

I always knew I made the right choice with you."

[499]

His face lit up at my words, and he launched into a passionate discussion about the bright future ahead of us.

[500]

I listened patiently.

[501]

At some point, I excused myself to the bathroom, slipping on a sanitary pad just in case. But as it turned out, I had overestimated Cole.

[502]

He passed out cold within seconds of hitting the bed.

[503]

With a sigh of relief, I finally let my guard down and collapsed on the couch, drifting off into a deep sleep.

[504]

That night, I slept soundly, though I vaguely recalled dreaming about Cole – maybe it was just my subconscious clinging to memories of the naive, optimistic version of myself.

[505]

When I woke up, the sky was barely light.

[506]

The unlit living room made it hard to tell whether it was day or night.

[507]

My phone, dead from lack of charging, powered back on, revealing a dozen missed calls and countless unread messages.

[508]

All from one person – Brody.

[509]

The last message, sent just five minutes ago, read:

[510]

"Sloane, are you trying to drive me insane?"